Maddie -
I guess you could say I'm lucky I suppose but I'm not really sure that I am lucky sometimes I have so much hater in my heart for my mother-in-law in the odyssey I want to cry and scream a little bit more than I should but then again I look around me and I look at Liz in Karin and my phone Bree and noticed that we are all very strong and survivor like but however sometimes Idiocracy is greater than the good me and my friends new newborn vampires we've been talking for about a week now it's very hard not to eat humans well we don't necessarily eat them you know we wait till somebody is murdered and then we go searching for dead bodies in amigos set the blood out of your neck but I guess you could say that we're off of you for doing that we're not dead people I mean I know if you the red book about a vampire you think that we're bad people I promise probably more good good vampires near bad vampires the bad ones or is he of all daylight and then get pissed one missing it's not like they'll catch us his name is gold Mr. gold he was an elderly man but he was such a dick I had no choice but to kill him arrogance I hate having to kill elders but sometimes you need to and sometimes when I look at my dog side I think of everything that I hear from him and I think he is with my niece I love her so dearly I would just die from her but I guess I guess anything to 18 S. laugh ha ha I thought I wanted to cry but yes papa on my shoulder play me realize just how will the cowboys I can't believe it no me and my friends to be dead without a week now because we can go my friend knows she's pregnant and well you know what you don't know that you're pregnant and can get kind of out of hand I love my friend Liz dearly but she and Billy sometimes I think of what I would do if I ever escaped and got loose whatever find my mate but then again I found Felix so it wasn't too terrible I thought more and more about it as I got older and how you know the older you get the wiser you get I thought that was such bullshit when do the people around you like I have people around me the people that are in my life are idiots and the more you think about seven Idiocracy you have no choice but to either cry scream or be happy I guess that's what life is really like us cry over someone's Idiocracy or do you go or do you go somewhere where there is no Idiocracy I thought it was really somewhere over the rainbow we are pie in the land that we've heard of them I'll be happy I thought sometimes I thought people you know that I looked at the Wizard of Oz sometimes I think I'm a bit of a scarecrow what if I had a brain I guess that function well I still be in this mess know I do have a brain that functions I have courage for days to the cowardly lion was an idiot and his own story and the tin man who would win a heart as a present I can easily be broken the beach joyed that's how I felt but had Felix and see but not found me who knows what would've happened I got so many near death experiences now that I've lost count I don't know what I'm gonna do and I don't know who I'm going to tell Ashley you can't tell anybody I thought nobody can know that I'm a vampire actually know when does I don't think people believe in vampires anymore I think everybody's just obsessed with the idea of Jackie Laura werewolves that they all believe there I want to wrong way but you're so stupid we don't fly when we can't get what we want and we only have things if we're about to eat someone we never had them just walking around there is call day to day teeth you idiots but hey no one really knows I think it was Shawnu you bit me for the first time and Changkyun and his his ideocracy then there was dumbass Minhyuk He thought that if he get me I would love him that didn't work at all she even came over to save me and I'm grateful for something snapped and said to me when I met Felix the first time he was just so beautiful and he saved me from becoming bad I didn't really help the fact that I become a vampire my friendly of the entire because she gave birth and died because she wasn't careful with the caption masonry I live in know how she got herself in that situation but she is so strong and so great for everything that she's done so I'm very proud of her and I'll continue to be proud of her forever
