Bri-
it's times
like this where you wonder what was really happening in your life what was really happening in your life were you happy were you sad where you save were you mad or were you gonna you glad I have no idea why
I felt piece of ocean but things didn't get better but things got better
after .
I met
Seungmin he safe the way that I
will never be able to pay him for it he gave me a second chance of life after those people attacked me and I don't know if I would be able to thank him for this tonight he told me his story and my world was put upside down because how could anybody be that cool to someone that's what
I want to know. Seungmin-it was right after Jp eliminated me from around when we were still human and making music I was walking home because I was devastated and I had to go all the way back home like far away from so I came from I was dreading the fact.
I'd
have to go back and finish high school I didn't want to be by any means and I mean it was a hard time people were making fun of me because I wanted to be an idol I always knew where my dream was ultimately but I didn't know if people would let me get that chance to make it come true because unfortunately A dream
is just a dream until you get up and make it come true but unfortunately the music industry you're so fucking picky you're lucky to get a dart thrown at you and say here you're the chosen one go have fun and I think my audition was kick ass but how do you want a great anyway here egg eliminated me Felix in Minho and told us that we lacked talent and the lack of Korean language but I'm fluent in Korean so I don't know what his issue was I guess he was just didn't like me .
I was being picky but I ended up separated from them and these two guys jumped me they beat me up and they took my wallet just when I thought everything was over I seen someone with a mask and they started smashing my face and I thought I was dead right then and there because I stopped feeling anything but then I felt like a very sharp pain and it shot through my chest.
I actually got in bite
on the wrist I always thought that you got bit on the neck or something like you see in all those movies but it wasn't like that Chris came over because he felt he smelt all my blood after he found me how he found me was a trail of blood leading to me he said my face was so smashed and it was unrecognizable so he had to let me in the face several times to seal up all the cuts or it would be really noticeable that I was in mortal because of how the cuts are going I still have a cut on my cheek but no one really notices what happens .
I was very shocked the next day when I woke up with super senses and was able to shock people that was my guest I know you're a shield and Maddie has the power to look into the future and Kairn can manipulate all the elements and well Liz
I think she's super vampire she's the only person .
I know that's a shield can read minds and block out pain for others I know Maddie thrives on giving people pain and I know you love blocking others talks toxic out and I ignored it about you I love how you can shield others from the pain but will never put the shows on yourself why is that .
Bri -
Seungmin you
were so brave
and thank you for sharing your story with me I think the reason .
I like to block out peoples pain as I know what it feels like to be hurt and I don't want anybody else to have to feel that
so I often try to block out others pain and protect them from harms way it's not always easy but
I always do because I care and I will always love you for saving me .
