Seungmin-
nothing infuriates me more than when I look down at Bree and see her sleeping peacefully that's how always should've been she should've never had to feel for her life she should've never felt like she was on edge or pressured she should've never felt like she was going to die young but unfortunately and the world of selfish ingredient no one is safe not even the kind soul that work from beyond you're always a target rather it it is intentional or not it doesn't really matter how nice you are
I guess I guess you could be the nicest person in the world and still be served off I think of Bri every day and how blessed I was to get to right time all those women will never get that option so many women have lost their lives through to the greediness admin we all created our own Covin
families but who knows with how things are going sometimes .
I wonder sometimes I wonder just how lucky I was to dodge a bullet most women don't get that option sometimes they just stay too young and you have to say I'm sorry
I couldn't make it in time I think of all the women that I could've saved but then again all the women that will work with narcissistic so it would've backfired in the long thing but there is something different about Bree something about her kindness in her warm this is what made me want to save her I know if she died.
I would never forgive myself and it would be so many unanswered questions like who she would be today was she a good person no she was a lovely person she wasn't just a good person she was a great person you try not to think about the weather but I don't know what upsets you you're like well OK maybe
I did something in the process no I didn't do anything wrong in that process it was all society it was all societies fault sometimes you think what have I done wrong then you realize I haven't done anything wrong to say from anything I don't something wrong a.
I hate society and I hate the British Invasion goddamn you Oli and your boarder line personality god I thought actually hey god save me but don't drown me out I wanted a happy life with Bri and our boy but the Valtori wasn't going to allow that so we have to fight to the tooth and nail for that huh.
I wondered if anyone messed me nah they are think I'm dead Because after my funeral no one came to look for me which was very heartbreaking but eye-opening because what if I was still out there and they gave them the wrong body or something it doesn't matter because
I have Brianna my boy so I have everything that could ever want in life and I stop complaining about it because once you're a vampire you realize no one's actually there for you so you have to and I'll make away for who is going to be there for you and who's going to do you any harm and I just thank god that the hell or transformation Is over I'm free now well to an extent.
