Kairn -
Sometimes I just wonder how lucky I am I have come so far these past few weeks I can't help but the emotional I cannot believe that I did that for myself I did it all for myself and I'm really proud of myself that I made it to this point because I guess I guess no one expected me to I guess everybody thought that .
I was sick and weak or something everybody has weaknesses and everybody has flaws and it's up to us to either embrace this flaws or hide them so no one can notice hi think it was up to me everybody should be excepted and everybody should be valid and feel lucky however
in the world of immortality if you fuck up you fuck up everybody hate you and then you get punished for it you don't just get like a slap on the wrist some people have to pay with their lives like Oli .
if he doesn't knock his shit off and leave like family beef it's very scary that he could be out there right about now one inventions for us that's what scares me the most it's just the lack of you never know who's watching and you don't know if anybody's coming after you and you just don't know and it's very scary because you want all the answers but you realize you're not gonna get those the answer so you better hold on tight Spider Monkey because we're about to take off if I didn't meet the love of my life my saving grace .
I have no idea where I be I probably be dead well actually I don't wanna to that I could never go without my love he did everything he could to keep me safe from the evil people it was very scary that I was almost basically bait for society for the men who are pigs out there
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I don't ever want to deal with something like this again it's very scary and I don't know what I do if something like this ever happened to me again you think well I've survived so much in my short time that I've been here it's very scary how far they fall and my time could've been cut at 17 thanks to those evil men but well I'm thankful for Han
Because he saved me .
I should've been dead eight you hear of all these horror stories about all these women being missing and you know hurt but then you realize it could happen to you so never say never because it could happen to anybody you or anybody it's very scary that this would happen to you and you don't think all this is going to happen because you just don't think it's gonna happen and you feel less alone but it's also scary .
I don't know why they ever did those meant make them hurt me like that but I guess I was just unlucky that night and I am thankful for Chris he came over because he smelled my trailer blood and I guess
I was still whimpering or something and it was the scariest thing ever I'm very very happy that I was able to be saved because lots of girls aren't so lucky lots of girls die young and it's truly heartbreaking it makes you wonder just how safe are you in societies terms
I always felt like I was an eye for an eye sometimes I felt like I was served on a SilverPlatter to predators.
