y/n's pov
i slam the door but joe pushed it before it closed and he runs up to me.
joe- what the fuck y/n?!
he grabs my wrist and makes me face him.
y/n- leave me alone!
i grab his wrist and pull it off of mine.
joe- let's talk about it...
y/n- seriously? there's nothing to talk about joe so just leave me alone or better yet go back to your bitchy ex
joe- she kissed me!
y/n- ok...so? you weren't capable of pushing her away? oh- and the audacity you have to make out with her in front of everyone! do you know how fucking embarrassing that is?!
i lash out at him and hold back tears
joe- don't you fucking yell at me!
y/n- fuck you joe and that bitch of yours
i slap him and leave the room but he grabs me again and pins me against the wall.
joe- let's fix this problem princess
he kisses me and he placed his hands on my sides.
i push him away and slap him again.
y/n- it was that easy you fucking asshole...
i go upstairs to our bedroom and close the door.
i look at myself in the mirror and wonder what was wrong with me?
did i do something to deserve this?
am i not good enough for him?
i close my eyes and it all comes back, the way he held her and kissed her.
i cover my mouth so i don't break down into tears but failed.
i sob and scream.
i lock the door and i crash on the floor, i hug my knees and my tears came out like waterfalls.
i hear a knock
joe- babe i'm sorry...i really am. darling i swear she's nothing to me, i will always choose you y/n.
he knocks again but i just ignore him.
joe- y/n...please open the door
i finally get up and unlock it, i open it and his face softened.
he looks at me and realizes the pain he had caused.
he wraps his arms around me and placed his chin on my head.
i sob on his chest and he gently rubs my back.
joe- i'm so sorry princess...
he hugs me tighter
i look up at him and he wipes the tears off my face.
he caresses my cheek and kissed me.
i break the kiss cause all i saw when i closed my eyes was him and tina.
y/n- i can't i'm sorry
-next day-
it was silent...
the bed felt so empty without him.
i go downstairs and saw that he was still sleeping.
i make myself a cup of coffee and i go back upstairs.
i grab my laptop and finish the rest of my work that i didn't get to finish 2 days before.
after typing for 30 minutes joe walks in.
joe- morning
y/n- morning
he goes to the bathroom and takes a shower, he comes out with only a towel wrapped around his waist, not gonna lie he did look hot.
he puts on his briefs and a pair of sweatpants then he sits next to me.
joe- almost done?
y/n- yeah i just gotta write a few more stuff then send it to my boss
he nods and he grabs his book and leaves.
i sigh and continue working.
-2 hours later-
i put my laptop on my desk to charge and go downstairs, i see joe was eating a smoothie bowl on the island.
i grab an apple from the fruit basket and he gets up and puts the bowl in the sink.
joe- still not talking to me?
y/n- i just don't feel comfortable with you anymore...you are so different to me now joe
joe- i said i'm sorry what else can i do to show how sorry i am?!
y/n- nothing! ok?! nothing...
give me time...if you can't wait you can just leave me and go back to her
he clenches his jaw
joe- i don't want her y/n...i want you. please darling...
he puts a strand of my hair behind my ear, he caresses my cheek and softly kisses me.
i slowly push him back and he was frustrated.
y/n- i'm sorry
he leaves and he grabs his coat and he leaves the house.
i just let him be...i don't care where he's going if he wants to leave me he can.
-night time-
i finish eating dinner...by myself and i just watch TV distracting myself from the fact that joe is probably out fucking some girl.
it's currently 12:00 and he still didn't come back home.
i decided to just go upstairs and sleep hoping that he didn't do something stupid.
-3:00 AM-
i hear something breaking and my heart drops, i grab the bat i had from under my bed and slowly go down the stairs. i turn on the light and see joe cleaning up the glass from the frame he broke.
he throws the pieces of glass away and he totally ignores me.
i go back upstairs and try to fall back to sleep.
-3:45 AM-
i stare at the ceiling and nothing...
my brain was empty, the room was silent i could hear myself breathing.
i finally get up and go down to the living room and see joe was already fast asleep.
as much as i hate him right now...i still miss him.
i tap his shoulder trying to wake him up...nothing.
y/n- joe...
i shake him a little
y/n- joe
joe- huh?
he turns around and he blinks a few times
joe- what?
y/n- can i sleep with you...
he pulls the blanket off of him telling me to lay on top of him.
i lay on top of him and i place my head on his chest, he pulls the blanket over us and he wraps his arms around me.
he kisses my forehead making me smile.
YOU ARE READING
~multifandom one shots~
Fanfiction- gxg -bxb -gxb *i don't write for boys only girls with celebrities/youtubers/etc. sorry* °¶∆~~°•¶∆¥~~ ||genre|| • smut •angst • fluff *i don't do requests*
