The magic in us: The Cross Of Two Souls

29: A Clear Mind

Sitting at the window, watching the sunrise, I couldn't go back to sleep.

There's so much on my mind that it would make me vomit if I took the time to deal with it.

I've never actually seen a sunrise, it's nice.

It's too early to do anything and I don't even know where I am to do anything.

Deciding to take a lap around the hotel floor I put on my shoes and a sweater and lock the door on my way out.

The long silent walk was comforting and creepy at the same time.

Getting to the end of the hallway I rest by the window that has a better view.

London is actually pretty when you take the time to enjoy it.

Looking at the streets and buildings I get the feeling that someone is watching me.

Turning my head down to look at the sidewalk I see someone give me a death stare before walking away.

Fucking weirdo.

After experiencing whatever the hell that was I head back to my room.

While walking back someone comes out of their room and I bump into them.

"Oh sorry I wasn't looking" I apologize but slow down my talking as I look at them confused.

They're also giving me the death stare.

Brushing past me without saying anything I just stand there confused.

What the hell is happening? Did I do something?

Continuing back to my room I quickly go in and lock the door.

Backing away from the door I jump back into bed and scroll through my phone.

After a few hours of consistent scrolling, I notice the sun shine brightly through the window, or at least it's trying to shine through.

Opening up the curtains I hear Adam groan as he yawns, "you up already? Ugh"

I laugh as he slams his head back into the pillow to avoid seeing the light.

"I'll give you a few minutes, I'll grab breakfast from downstairs," I say as he gives me a thumbs up.

I head back out and to the elevators.

Waiting to stop on the ground floor I hope that no one else is going to use the elevator, I always find it awkward to share.

Successfully getting to the ground floor alone, the doors open to reveal Miguel waiting.

"Oh Jordan I was just coming to see you," he says gleefully.

As I hate to admit it, I'm happy he's trying to rekindle our brotherly connection and I'm willing to try as well.

"Oh hey, we can talk as I get breakfast," I say stepping out and heading to the common area with him behind me.

I grab a plate to take the breakfast they have set out.

"So I just wanted to let you know-" he starts and I tune him out as I look past him to see people also giving me ugly looks.

Staring at them more, none of them blink. Feeling the tension get heavier Miguel snaps his fingers in front of me.

"I'm sorry what?" I say giving him my attention and he chuckles.

"I was just telling you that I found someone who can help, Queenie, you remember her?" He asks and I smile in response.

"Wait, Queenie as in made you go to gay bars with me Queenie? I didn't know she moved here?" I with excitement and he nods.