"SEBASTIAN...STOP" Dec sobbed "PLEASE"
"Fuck off out of my flat and out of my life" Sebastian retorted nastily,as he manhandled Dec towards the door.
"NO" Dec sobbed and managed to release himself from Sebastian's grasp and ran back over to the bed.
"GET OUT" Sebastian yelled furiously.
"NO" Dec repeated "I haven't done anything wrong,why are you being like this?I love you and I know you love me too"
Sebastian stared at him for a moment.
"Love you?" He hissed "who in their right mind would love you?you fucking freak"
"You don't mean that" Dec sobbed "I know you don't,it's just the drugs talking,why are you using again?you don't need that stuff"
"I do mean that" Sebastian snapped "I've never loved you,you're only useful for the sex,I can't stand your needy ways and your stupid singing around me all the time"
"My stupid singing?" Dec repeated hurt.
"Yeah" Sebastian replied "it's never bloody ending,you never shut up,save it for the recording studio,I don't want to hear it"
"But you said you love hearing me sing?" Dec wept.
"Well,I lied" Sebastian shrugged "who wants to hear your stupid,girly voice?not me"
"My fans do" Dec replied quietly.
"Well,they're idiots then" Sebastian growled.
"No they're not" Dec protested,always fiercely protective of his fans "Please Sebastian,can't we just go back to bed?things will seem better in the morning,I promise,I don't want things to end like this...I'm crazy about you"
"No,you're just crazy" Sebastian stated cruelly "you're not normal,even your school teacher labelled you a freak"
"How could you even bring that up?" Dec whispered tearfully "after everything I've been through,which you know all about"
"Yeah,I do know all about it" Sebastian replied angrily "because you've whined on about it enough"
"I didn't whine" Dec replied sadly "I opened up to you because I thought you were interested in me...well,you were at the time"
"Not anymore" Sebastian exclaimed.
Dec looked at him with tears flowing down his cheeks.
He really adored Sebastian,but he knew their's was a very one sided relationship and it was unlikely Sebastian felt the same,but Dec couldn't help himself.
When Sebastian was off the drugs,he was a lovely,kind,amazing person who made Dec feel so loved and special,but when he was using,he became an unpredictable,volatile ball of nastiness.
It was very hard on Dec.
Sebastian had such high highs and such low lows and Dec found it exhausting,but the highs were so great and Sebastian treated Dec like an absolute prince during those times,that he just couldn't bring himself to end things,he always told himself that things would get better after yet another one of Sebastian's apologies.
"I'm going back to bed" Dec stated "it's 4 o'clock in the morning,you need to as well,things will be OK tomorrow"
"Oh no you're not" Sebastian replied and grabbed Dec once again,shoving him roughly towards the door of the flat and out into the cold hallway and down the stairs.
"STOP" Dec shouted "I'm not even dressed,please Sebastian,don't do this,I'm begging you"
"FUCK OFF" Sebastian shouted,before pushing Dec roughly out of the front door to the block of flats and slamming the door behind him.
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For Life
FanfictionThis is an AU story based on the singer Mika's life(Yeah,I know...I'm obsessed)with Dec playing the role of Mika and Ant playing the part of his boyfriend Andy. So,you'll notice some differences from Ant and Dec's real lives,eg the age gap between A...
