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𝗘𝗹𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻/𝗔𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

༺𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗼.༻

𝗦𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗣𝗼𝘃

Trust was one thing I doubted at the moment. Maybe I had trusted Mason again too quickly.

  In any case, I overestimate it.  What about it mean is everything that happened yesterday.  I couldn't even think straight anymore.

  In one moment I hated Mason to death and in the other I would, if the opportunity arose again, do it without saying any more.

  I can say what I want....as much as I regret it, I can't deny that the feeling he made me was the best thing that had happened to me momentarily.

  I would fight to feel that way again. But hopefully I wouldn't feel it because of him...yeah maybe I should just really open my eyes, get out of my comfort zone and just give other people a chance.

  There would certainly be the perfect man for me, but if I weren't so picky, which I'm very proud to admit.

  I personally had a thing for men with slightly curly brown hair.  If they had brown or green eyes that you can lose yourself in while looking at them, then they were perfect.

  At least on the outside.

  But I also wouldn't want a man who always puts himself first, who knows he's good looking and some women would defeat each other without words.

  So far I hadn't found anyone who was exactly my type. Even though Mason looked perfect on the outside with no flaws, his character was just conceited, he always put himself at number one and he knew he was good looking, he didn't even seem to hide it.

  A hole should be pierced in my wall as I stared into it.

  After all this, I finally came to a conclusion... I'm leaving my comfort zone and looking for the perfect man.

  Can get difficult.  It sounds easier than it will be later.

>𝗠𝗲<
𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗝𝗮𝗺𝗶, 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽?

I couldn't ask Ashley because she had a "date"tonight, so I asked James.

>𝗝𝗮𝗺𝗶 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆<
𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗦𝘂𝗻𝗻𝘆 𝗕𝗮𝗯𝘆,𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽.

>𝗠𝗲<
𝟳𝗽𝗺 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲?𝗠𝘆 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆.
𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗻𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗮𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗵𝗼𝗹!

>𝗝𝗮𝗺𝗶 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆<
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗻𝘆.

I put my phone on the closet and sat down in front of my mirror. James had many friends, most of them are junkies but maybe they were nice....ok let's forget it.

Later when my parents are there, I could ask if I can spend the night at James's.Because James is celebrating every night unless he's with me.