School Life With You (Book 2)

27: Reveal Me - III

Chapter 27 - part III
Reveal Me

| Chelsea's POV |

Vincent's lips are soft and warm. I was not thinking straight when I realized that his lips are moving. I feel adored and it feels good.

"Maybe your trial and error method isn't good for you."

Bigla akong napahiwalay kay Vincent nang maalala ko ang sinabi ni Sean noong camping. That was the time I thought he was Yohan again.

I looked at Vincent who I just pushed. When I pulled myself away from him, he was confused and maybe a bit hurt. Why am I using Vincent to try and test my feelings? This feels so wrong!

"Ch-Chelsea, I'm sorry," sabi ni Vincent. "I got carried away."

I should be the one saying sorry, but words can't get out of my mouth. Natulala na lang ako dahil sa nangyari habang hawak ang labi. When I kissed him first, I was so nervous that my heart was beating so loud. When he kissed me, my heart calmed down a bit. As if nothing is happening but I kinda liked it. It was a warm kiss.

What the hell?! Did I like the kiss because I have feelings for Vincent? Or did I just enjoy the kiss because it was my first time? But in the end, my heart and mind still think of Sean.

You can't kiss a person while thinking of another. I realized what my heart and mind is trying to say. It all made sense.

"Chelsea," napatingin ako kay Vincent. He looked so scared about my reaction. "I'm sorry for the kiss. But please, huwag mo akong iwasan pagkatapos nito."

"I won't," mabilis kong sabi sabay iling. "Vincent, you've been a huge help."

His eyes are full of wonders. I'm kinda worried about the words I'll say to him.

"Thank you, and I'm sorry for..." napasinghap ako at napatango with my apologetic smile. "I'm sorry for dragging you into this."

Tinignan niya ako na parang gusto niya pang marinig ang nasa isip ko. Pero agad na akong tumalikod.

"Anyway, it's getting late. Let's go back, baka hinahanap na tayo ng iba," sabi ko saka na ako mabilis na naglakad paalis.

I didn't talk to Vincent again because I feel like I ran out of words to say. He looks like he wanted to talk to me but I just didn't entertain it. We just said "good night" before going to our rooms.

If he asked what's my realizations after the kiss, he will just probably get hurt.

Argh! I'm such a terrible person.

Bumalikwas ako ng higa at humarap sa may balcony kung saan maaninag ang buwan.

Napahawak ako sa labi ko at pumikit. I was kissing Vincent when Sean suddenly popped up in my head. I really like him then.

Napatakip ako ng unan sa mukha dahil sa kung ano-anong naiisip ko. Hindi ako makatulog!

Hindi ko pa naka-bonding si Sean ngayong field trip dahil gusto ko sanang iwasan siya, si Vincent, at si Yohan. Noong kasama ko sina Vincent at Yohan, si Sean pa rin ang nasa isip ko. I always wish na lumapit siya sa akin para makasama ko siya. But he didn't do that. I also didn't approach him. We just exchanged glances whenever we're at the same place.

This is so hard! All I think about is him but he's not getting near me.

I picked up my phone to check the time, it's past 2 am. Violet and Shaira are sleeping soundly, but here I am, having an insomnia because of overthinking. Great.