School Life With You (Book 2)

32: I Have Found - II

Chapter 32 - part II
I have Found

| Sean's POV |

Things got out of hand and complicated when I finally said  the truth. Chelsea doesn't believe what I said. I really messed it all up by playing a card that couldn't win. My judgement failed, but I kept going even though she isn't taking it. 

"Chelsea, I get that you're upset and it's fine. Just please, don't doubt what I've said---"

"Let's talk about it some other time, Sean. I need time to think."

"But Chelsea---"

She walked away with a cold gaze. That made me fumbled into deep despair. What if, she really don't believe what I said?

"Let her think," Vincent told me before he followed Chelsea.

I didn't chase them. But my heart kept telling me to do so. If I do follow her, I'll become inconsiderate of what she was feeling right now. Chelsea needs her space. I get that she's doubting everything but she needs it to trust me more once prove she it. I just hope we can talk soon. Surely, I can't remain like this. I'll be miserable.

"Just get over her," Freya commanded.

Since Freya told me not to follow Chelsea, we just went home. Thankfully, Yohan and his driver gave us a lift. Now, we three are here in our house since they dropped me off while making sure I'm not contacting Chelsea. As if it is a sin to check on her!

"No," I refused. "I don't want to and I cant."

Freya rolled her eyes in frustration. "Alam mo, Sean, ito na yung sign para tigilan mo na si Chelsea eh! Can't you see that she doesn't trust you?"

"That's not true! She's just confused."

"Well, pano kung hindi na nga talaga? What if she doesn't really trust you anymore?!"

"I'll fix it---"

"You can't do that!"

"Why the hell not?!"

We are both shouting like crazy while Yohan was just sighing and watching us.

"Do you want to hurt her more?" Freya asked.

"There's no way," I whispered while shaking my head.

Freya crossed her arms and stabbed me with words. "Kapag na-earn mo ulit ang trust ni Chelsea at brineak mo ulit 'yon, you'll hurt her even more! Do you really want that?"

What Freya said silenced me up. Realizations ate me alive.

"This is why, you should resist your feelings for her from now on!" she added with conviction.

I cursed repeatedly in my mind while fighting a decision battle. When Freya left, Yohan came to me and tapped my back.

"Tama si Freya, mas okay siguro na huwag mo munang kausapin si Chelsea."

"I don't think I can do it." My feelings for her that I finally let go was something I couldn't put back in a cage again.

"I know," Yohan chuckled. "But it's gonna be worth it, since you're doing this for her."

I furrowed my brows and listened to his opinions since I don't know what to do.

"Sean, just let Chelsea go..."

But my heart don't want to listen.

Days have passed and I've been pretending not to care about Chelsea. Even though I really wanted to go to her and say sorry again, I just couldn't do it.