When a Man Enters the Shrinks Office...

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The sensation of fingers toughing sends a electric shock through Eddy's body.
Wow. These feelings escalate so quickly. It's getting more intense by every minute.
They climb inside, thank God.
As soon as they are both safe and sound inside, Eddy takes the opportunity to pull Brett in a firm hug. When he let's go a little he looks at Brett, getting lost in the bespectacled searching eyes which are looking intensely at him. Brett has his arms still dangling beside his body, not reacting, like he is a doll. He clearly doesn't know what to do or think. Eddy can't turn his eyes off him.
Brett... What are you searching for mate? Confirmation? I will give you that! I'm finally ready. I will give you my hole self. Sorry it took so long. I just hope I'm not too late. Please, please let me be not too late for once.

Brett breaks the spell.
"Eddy? What are you up to?"

"In short: No more hiding. No more procrastinating. You can have me. I want you."
He says it with determination. He bends over and kisses him again, trying to pry open the small pink lips. But Brett pulls away, forcing some distance between them by resting his hands on Eddy's chest and pushing him away as far as possible within the tight grip he is being held in.

"I don't understand Eddy. Why? Since when? Are you really serious? I can't handle another rejection, you know."
Brett tilts his head a bit to the side, wondering what is happening and if it's real.

"I won't. I promise. I had a revelation after you ran off. I realized I don't want to go on without you. I was afraid. All this time I have been afraid. Of my feelings, of yours, of others opinions. I hid them so well I didn't even understand fully, until just now. Well... screw others. I want to feel and experience this. Together. No more hesitation or jokes. Only sincere feelings. Will you believe me? Please?"

Brett looks a bit grumpy at him.
"If you hurt me again, you'll have to play the viola for the rest of your life!"

"If that's the devil offer, I'll sign it gladly." *chuckle* "Please let me kiss you! You asked me to show you."

He puts a kiss on Brett's forehead, his nose and then his mouth. The frown in Brett's face smoothens a bit, his eyes become softer, the wet touch on his lips making him realize this is real.
But again he pushes Eddy away.

"So you're saying you really love me? Total bespectacled awkward me? Be your all time BAE: 'Before Anyone Else', 'Brett and Eddy', all the way, whole year round. With all things that go with this bold statement? You truly want me?"
Brett is asking it, still with disbelieve in his voice.

"Yes. All. And it's not like I'm less of a dork for freak sake. Although I must say I am a bit anxious about the all the way physical part. You have to help me with that and teach me. I'm not experienced with men you know. Is that okay with you?"
Wow. This was hard to admit. Eddy realizes this has been actually the main reason why he hesitated for so long. But why? They will figure things out on the way, won't they. It's like sight-reading a new piece, no? He can do that. It's like a weight has been lifted of his shoulders.
If it's with Brett it doesn't matter. We will figure it out.
I'll be gay for you, all the way.

Brett finally resigns.
"Okay. Let's go with this then for now. So kiss me Eddy Chen."

His eyes soften and he tilts his head slightly backwards, his lips finally parting a bit to let him in.
Eddy immediately leans in for the kiss. It's sweet and soft again, but Brett takes over quite quickly.
He grasps Eddy by his hair and French kisses his mouth more and more aggressively, deepening the kiss to the max, tongues entwining, exploring the sides of his mouth. He puts his hand on the side of Eddy's cheek to have more leverage and brings him a bit down to his own height, ending it with a soft bite in the under lip of his beloved. His eyes shine like stars.

"Holy F*ck."
Eddy whispers breath taken, never ever having experienced something like this. This is truly like nothing else. This aggressive Brett is so hot! He feels he is reacting all over his body: he has goose bumps all over and definitely down there there's something fully awake and twitching in an instance.
Even acing the Sibelius is nothing compared to this, he thinks. Who knew Brett had this dominant side to him. I love this! And it will even get better, won't it? But wake up Eddy! You still need to show him! Show some determination, and don't be afraid.
With that resolution he takes Brett's hand and leads him downstairs.