Eddy presses his lower body against Brett's hip to make it definitely clear for the other how he feels about this.
They both start to giggle like high school girls.
How can a name get this sexy and close.Brett lays on top of him, making it totally clear for Eddy that he also is not unaffected by this.
Kisses follow, hands caressing the body outlines, stroking and massaging.
It's all sweet and gentle, until Brett nips at Eddy's nipple.
Eddy makes a surprised squeak, but his pupils dilate immediately.
He embraces Brett, flips them around and pushes him down into the mattress.
His lips hover a moment above the soft ones underneath him. He lingers for a short moment until Brett instantly closes the gap. A passionate kiss follows, getting deeper and dirty by the second, and then unlock leaving both participants breathless because you eventually need to breath at one point right?
Brett grinds his groin against Eddy's, making both their members throb in anticipation.
Eddy can't help to make an involuntary husked moan.Brett smiles a wicked smile, wiggles an eyebrow: "What shall we do about this then?"
Eddy turns red. His mind was already going there and he actually knows exactly what he wants, doesn't he.
Shall he ask? Is it not to soon? They are already second base so fast, is he risking it by taking it further already?
Oh, what the hell; he had knocked over so many boundaries last 24 hours that he'll take the leap.
There is a slight tremor in his voice when he pronounces his thoughts out loud."I know what I would want... I'm going to be very bold and honest here. I have always dreamt of a Brettina. A you with female parts you know. So sorry about that."
Brett looks at him wondering where this will lead. He hadn't expected him to use so many words.
Brettina? Okay..
He nods to let Eddy pursue."It's has all come true the last couple of hours, except for the long hair and breast. Again: I'm so not sorry about that. But hear me out, will you? So... Of course I also have been thinking for a while when fantasizing about her what she would do to me. I have actually very distinct fantasy's about that. What we would do together you know. In my fantasies, I... I... Ah f*ck it. I'm just going to ask, risking going too far. Would you ride me? Please?"
He asks this with a husky voice, thick with expectation, lowering his eyelashes as if being ashamed.
He hastily follows his question:"If you don't want to, it's also fine! I'm just so happy we are here together. But I would like, no, just want to feel as close to you as I can be, feel you all the way, and see you in full glory while we do, and preferably be in you. Knowing it's really you I'm making love to. But if you don't want that, also just sitting on top of me while I can jerk you off is also a very big turn-on if you ask me. Maybe that's better for now. Because to be honest, I'm also really scared I will hurt you. I don't even know if you actually want to bottom or top me. That's how it's called right? I don't know if you want it now, or even ever. We didn't talk about this stuff yet of course. I've never been with a man before, so I don't have any experience to go by. Oh God, I'm too quick with this. ARG! It's so complicated in my head. Please, oh please let me shut up already and take control in what we should do.."
Eddy blushes with embarrassment while he babbles on, the words coming out of his mouth like a waterfall before he can really process if it's the right thing to say. He doesn't dare to look at his lover and would like to hide under the blankets. What is he saying!
He regrets bringing the topic up. How could he have asked this! Brett has been wanting him forever longer than he has, so what is his right to ask for favors?
He's spiraling into negativity, hating himself for not thinking it through.Brett on the other hand just looks at him startled. His mind is processing all the words flowing out of the pretty man on top of him.
Ride him? That's an utterly startling offer so all of a sudden. And quite so soon. They have just established their love.
Of course he has topped and he has bottomed before. He had liked both ways.
He only never expected Eddy to be already ready for this. That he would even have thought about this.
He doesn't have to think long. The before taken resolution of going slow goes out of the window.You want me to take control? Control is my middle name mister. I can do that perfectly fine! And you don't know what to do, do you?
He lifts Eddy's face so he can look at him, but doesn't answer, gazing deep into his eyes. Without further ado, and with a cheeky wicked grin across his face, he pulls him close and rolls them over, ending on top of Eddy. He smiles his teeth bare for a moment and starts kissing his neck, collar bones, down to his nipples. He kisses and nips them softly with his teeth. Eddy's breath hitches, startled at the sudden change.
Hmm, so he does really likes this.
Brett's strokes Eddy's arms up and down trawling towards his belly. Eddy is twitching deliciously underneath his hands, unable to do anything.
Ticklish as ever, eh.
He feels Eddy's warm length against his abdomen, twitching in anticipation.
He then sits up straight, bents over to gets some lube out of the drawer beside his bed, kisses his perfect mate on the way back and get some lube on his fingers.
It's slippery as hell, just as it should be.
Eddy will not know what to do, but he does. He is going to make this good!
He aligns a finger before the hole between his cheeks and presses one in, stilling to get used to the sensation. And then the second goes inside, carefully scissoring, stretching the hole wider, preparing himself for what will be coming.
It has been a while, but some things you don't unlearn, do you.Eddy looks at him with open mouth. His eyes almost fall out of their sockets, burning with fire.
How hot is this! Is this really happening? Is he really preparing himself for me?
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