Loki- We're Just Friends, Remember? - Smut, Angst - Part 1

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YOUR POV

"Oh God!" I cried out as Loki continued to tease my clit with his tongue. I entangled my fingers in his hair. "L-Loki I'm gunna..." I have never felt this good in my life.

"Yes... let me taste you." He growled into my folds making me come undone. I screamed as he slurped up every last drop. "You truly are delicious darling..."

"Really?" I asked panting. A part of me regrets ever agreeing to this arrangement but I agreed hoping to get my stupid crush out of my system but it did the opposite.

"Here, have a taste." Loki then captured my lips. Tasting myself on his lips sent a whole new wave of pleasure for me. Loki then pulled me onto his lap and slowly lowered me onto him. "Norns..." I moved my hips just the way he likes it. His grunts and moans were because of me right now and I wanted to relish in this moment as if it were the last time. I felt my heart ache a little when he finished and he pulled out of me quickly. Why did I have fall in love with him?

LOKI'S POV

When we finished, we both collapsed on her bed. I pulled her close to me and kissed her temple.

"I really do adore this arrangement." I breathed out.

"I'm glad I satisfy you." She chuckled. I watched her get up and start to get dressed. We started this friends with benefits arrangement three months ago. I overheard her conversation with Wanda about her dry spell and approached her about it since she is my closest confidant and we trust each other completely. Underneath that shy woman was a really kinky girl and I have never had better sex in my life.

"You do more than that my dear." A blush graced her cheeks and I sat up to nibble her ear. She gasped, the blush spreading all over her face. "How about I make you scream my name again, hmm?"

"I w-would but T-Tony needs me to brief him o-on Wanda and I's last mission..." She is so cute when she gets so shy. "P-Plus I... um... w-well..." I put my cooling hand over her clothed heat and she sighed in relief.

"I have been getting into bed a lot with you lately, haven't I my sweet?" The blush spread to her ears. "Let me make it better, hmm?" I kissed that sweet spot in her neck and she moaned in content. Then there was a knock on the door.

"Squirt I know you and Reindeer Games love reading together and God knows what else but I really need that briefing." I stopped what I was doing and Y/N was clearly embarrassed. Everyone knows about our situationship and we aren't the only ones who have one on the team. Everyone was just shocked that Y/N was someone who would agree.

"C-Coming!" Y/N called out and then got up to leave. I laid back down when the door closed. The bed always felt empty when she was gone but I never understand why that is. I decided to start getting ready for Stark's party tonight. I hate the things but Y/N loves them and always looks delicious in the dresses she chooses to wear.

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YOUR POV

"Let me guess, you are going with the green one." Wanda said with a smirk. I began to fidget as I started to get dressed. Wanda sighed. "I'm getting worried about you... you are clearly in love with Loki and I just don't want to see you get hurt..." I sighed as I started working on my hair.

"I know... I j-just... I don't know what I'm doing... I know he would never feel the same but... I want to enjoy it while it lasts if that makes sense." Wanda nodded and started working on her make up and then we headed down to the party.

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"Ok I bet you can't handle a shot of Asgardian mead Lady Y/N." I looked down and shook my head.

"Y-You would definitely win that bet." I replied. I looked around and then saw Loki. I quickly left the conversation with Thor and headed towards Loki who was talking to a super model of a woman. Normally, Loki would watch me and make a comment about how I look good in his colors, but not this time. He was so engrossed with this other woman until I tapped on his shoulder. "H-Hey Loki."

"Darling! You look wonderful as always." He said in a friendly tone.

"Umm hello?" The other woman said, regaining Loki's attention.

"Oh yes! Y/N this is Charlotte, Charlotte this is my... um... friend Y/N." Loki stated. The word friend. That's when reality started to crash down on me. I couldn't keep doing our arrangement anymore. I tried to hide the tears in my eyes.

"Y-Yes... well... um.... I j-just came to say hi. Have f-fun." I turned around and headed back to the bar. Wanda handed me a glass of wine and I downed it. "Help me change my dress?" Wanda rubbed my back and nodded. So we left so I could change into the tiny black dress with gold sparkles that I rejected earlier. It fit me perfectly, accented my curves, was a spaghetti strap dress that was form fitting, and too short to my liking but right now I didn't care. My heart hurts and I just want to drink and have fun to numb it.

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LOKI'S POV

I left Charlotte in search of Y/N but when I finally found her she had changed out of the gorgeous green dress and into this little black dress. Barnes was getting too close to her and for whatever reason, I hated that.

"Doll, would you want to dance?" Barnes asked her. She started to fidget cutely with her hands and I felt a pant in my heart.

"She can't. She's dancing with me." I told the soldier. Wanda scoffed.

"Don't you have some bimbo to worry about?" Wanda snarled. Y/N's eyes teared up a bit and she quickly ordered another glass of wine.

"I'm a-actually good r-right here...." Y/N mumbled.

"Yup, sorry boys but she is Wanda and I's tonight." Natasha stated pouring Y/N more wine.

"I n-need some air." Y/N took her glass and walked away and before I could follow her, Wanda and Natasha stood in front of me.

"Haven't you hurt her enough?" Wanda snarled.

"W-What? I don't under..."

"Please Brother you can't be that naive." Thor chimed in.

"She always wants to be around you." Natasha added.

"Always brews your tea for you in the morning." Barnes added.

"Always wants to be next to you at group events." Sam joined in.

"Not to mention at these events she only wears your colors Brother." Thor finally said and I scoffed.

"Please. We are just friends and nothing more. It's just a situationship, as Stark puts it, and we can stop whenever we want to." Suddenly I heard a sniffle and was met with a heartbroken Y/N.

"Then how about we stop now. We are just friends right?" I should have said the right thing. Asking to talk to her in private, apologize for clearly hurting her even though I don't understand how I could have, anything but what I said.

"If that's what you want." I regretted it immediately as tears spilled down her face and she nodded. She turned and left as I felt my heart drop watching her go.

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