Marvel x Reader Oneshots

Loki- I Promise - Angst

-YOUR POV-

"Y/N please..." I slammed the door in his face and locked it. I sighed knowing he just teleported inside and was right behind me.

"I owe you nothing." I spat through my teeth. "You fucking left me when I was scared and in pain. I have nothing left to say to you. Nothing left to hear from you." I refused to face him as I rubbed my swollen belly.

"Y/N I..."

"GET OUT! LEAVE US ALONE! YOU HAVE DONE IT SO WELL THESE PAST 6 MONTHS!"

—6 months ago—

"I can't believe it Darling, you are almost through the first trimester!" Loki cheered. I smiled at him. Ever since I told him I was pregnant, he has been nothing but excited. Making plans for the nursery already and he cannot seem to keep his hands off of my belly.

"That's good because I would love to be able to eat without the immense nausea or the vomiting that follows." Loki kissed my temple and played with my hair. That was the last second we had that was full of love. I screamed as a I felt a sharp pain. I looked under the covers as it felt wet and there was blood. "L-L-Loki?" I also started feeling cold. Loki looked at me as if in disgust but he took me to the hospital. He held my hand as I feared the worst. The doctor left after doing the initial checking to run the tests.

"I can't believe you are losing our child..." Loki said in a whisper. I felt tears prick my eyes as I sniffled. Loki then left before hearing the results. I was having a subchorionic hemorrhage. The baby was perfectly fine. I hailed a cab and once I got home it was like our time together never existed. Loki had moved out. Sore and in pain I decided to take a shower and go to bed.

"We don't need him. Mama's got you."

—Present—

"Please... I'm so sorry... I want to be in your lives and..." I turned and smacked him across the face.

"I said get out. I won't ask again." I felt it getting cold again and there was that same look of disgust. I found out that whenever I get cold I start to take on a Jotun form since our... my child is half Jotun. I laughed crudely at his disgusted face. "You haven't changed at all you are still disgusted with my body when it changes to make MY child more comfortable. As I said... I won't ask again." My powers then started resonating from my hands. Loki looked at me as if I just broke his heart.

"Your child... they are OUR child!" He roared.

"YOU LEFT ME! YOU LEFT US WHEN I WAS SCARED AND IN PAIN!!! WHEN MY CHILD COULD HAVE BEEN DYING! YOU LOST THE RIGHT TO CALL HER YOUR CHILD!" I screamed.

-LOKI'S POV-

"H-Her?" She laughed again.

"Yes I am having a little girl and I sure as hell won't let a man who blames a woman for something she can't control be her father." Suddenly Thor burst through the door.

"Brother she doesn't want to see you. Leave before she makes you..." Thor gave her a sympathetic look.

"Oh I see..." I snarled. "You moved on to my brother." Her eyes turned red, completing a Jotun form. I was never disgusted with her in this form but with myself for making her into this.

"That's it..." She blasted me with her powers and sent me flying into her living room. She snarled at me and growled. "YOU REALLY THINK ME AS SOME WHORE?! THAT'S WHAT I DO RIGHT?! BREAK HEARTS AND THEN FIND THE NEXT ONE?! Oh wait... that's you. When I come out of my room I want you gone." She stormed to her room, tears streaming down her face, and slammed the door shut. Thor sighed and helped me up.

"She saw you with Amora a week after you left her at the hospital... she came to the compound looking for you, she came to fix things, and saw you two on the couch and left... she blamed herself for a month." Thor explained. I scoffed and looked away but I felt immensely guilty. "What you did brother... that wasn't love, I don't know if it was fear or doubt but if you want to at least be in your daughter's life then this isn't the way to go about it..." I look down and sigh knowing he was right.