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Loki - Clingy Part 2 -

-YOUR POV-

A week had gone by and I was losing my mind. Not being able to touch, hug, kiss, or even just hold hands with Loki when I wanted to was killing me inside. But I wanted to respect his boundaries. I know I can be too much and unless he initiates it I don't really do anything. I don't want him to leave me too.

"Darling?" I look up from the book I'm reading and watch the man I love more than anything walk into our shared apartment. "Mind if I join you?"

"S-Sure." I smile at him but I'm nervous. It's hard to be around him and not touch him. Sure he took the things he said back shortly after he said them but I can't help but feel there was some truth to it. Especially since he doesn't initiate intimacy often. Loki carefully sat down next to me and grabbed his book with one hand while the other rested on his thigh. I used my free hand to start picking at the hand that was holding the book up in my lap. It hurt to be this close to him and not get to show him just how much I love him. So I scoot over a bit, away from him so I don't bug him. Loki then slams his book shut and slams it on the coffee table, making me jump.

"Ok that is quite ENOUGH!" He shouted and then yanked the book from my hands as he got up to tower over me. I looked up at him as he grew closer to me. I couldn't look away, he made sure of that. He was fighting back tears of his own. But why? He then rested his head on my shoulder with a sigh. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have shouted." I started to pick at my hands again, fighting the urge to hug him.

"Darling stop that..." Loki, without moving his head, took my hands in one of his. I sighed in relief and then he kissed that sweet spot on my neck before moving to kneel down in front of me.

"L-L-Loki... please... I d-don't want to be clingy... I d-d-don't want to lose you too...."

-LOKI POV-

I stared at her broken state and I curse myself for ever uttering those words to her. I know her insecurities and she had just stopped asking me so much if I was really ok with her being clingy. She started showing me more and more of herself. I felt my tears roll down my cheeks. How could I have let it go this far? I quickly pulled her to me and began sobbing.

"I won't leave. I promise I won't... Norns I miss you and your touch! I want you to cling to me! I feel so loved by you when you hold me or touch me every chance you get! I deeply regret my words to you that day. Please Darling... I'm so sorry.... I...." I suddenly felt her arms wrap around me so delicately and bury her face into the crook of my neck. Her body shakes in my embrace as I hear whimpering. "My love... nothing you do could ever make me leave... I'm so sorry I made you feel this way. What can I do to make this up to you?"

"Hold me more... p-please?" I scoop her up and take her to our bedroom. I lay her down and hover over her. Y/n is blushing brightly, it's slowly growing to her ears. I started kissing all over her face, earning a tiny fit of giggles from her. I couldn't hold back my tears, I missed her so much. I wrapped my arms around her and nuzzled into the crook of her neck as I started to cry. "Loki?" I held her tighter and she began playing with my hair and whisper how much she loves me.

"I'm sorry... I thought I was doing what you wanted." I hid into her more as she spoke. "I won't do it again. I love you so much Loki and I'll always want to show you that. Not being able to touch you all week... I've been losing my mind. I can't stand not being able to hold your hand or hug you or receive kisses... I..." I hovered over her again and took her lips in a desperate kiss. Desperate for her to know she is loved, desperate to feel loved.

"I love you too."