I woke up, unlike the two days before, I was feeling calm, the spiral wasn't welcoming me. It felt really good, I don't really like waking up and feeling bloodthirsty and hateful. If I could tell that to the Y/N 3 months ago, he would say that I am a insane dude.
And to be honest, I felt like I was becoming insane, the more the spiral was taking me, the more it was powerful. I felt like all my previous feelings was drowning with the sea of hate, anger, bloodlust, you could name it. I was becoming just a vessel for that Ancient Power, and it angered me ever more because it was because of their fault if I was like that.
I took a deep breath as I looked over Chara, stopping the spiral from going further. I smiled as I knew that I had at least something who could stop it, it was her. Cliché, but Chara was the one who could control me, or the spiral at least.
"Hello there." I said as I saw Chara waking up, she looked at me and smiled, hugging me as soon as she woke up. "Hey N/N." She just said. I started to pat her head, I heard satisfaction noises from her. I felt myself at ease as I enjoyed the peace. "Are you alright ?" She asked me, I hummed a little. "Can't say that I truly am, but right now, I feel good. The spiral didn't start for once." I said, she smiled as she kissed me. I kissed her back as the kiss went deeper that usual, I could feel that Chara wanted something. She broke up the kiss and she put herself on top of me. "Bad boy needs to be punished~" She said, her voice was seductive and her eyes had lust in them. "Oh yeah, how so ?" I asked, I let myself getting in the mood. "Let me show you~" She said as she started to grind me, time to lose something else.
* [No lemons guys, they're cringe to write.]
"Good morning to you." Frisk welcomed us, good thing we've waited some time after our deeds. "Good morning Frisk." I just said as I took my seat on the kitchen table. Chara was in the toilet, doing some adjustments. "How are you feeling ?" Frisk asked me. "To be honest, first time in a while that I'm feeling good. No spiral or anything." I said, thanks to Chara helping me, in her own way. "Good, where's Chara ?" Frisk asked. "Bathroom break." I said, pouring cereals. "Did you at least used protection ?" Frisk suddenly asked. I nearly dropped the bow of cereals. "How ?" I just asked. "I mean, she wasn't quiet." Frisk said. I laughed a little as she was right. "Sorry if that was too much." I said, she laughed as she got up. "Don't care, it's natural, and she kinda asked me for advice." Frisk said. I laughed as I started to eat my cereals.
"Hey there." Chara said at my left, I smiled at her as she took her seat. "Chara, it was your first time right ?" I asked. "Yeah, it wasn't yours ?" Chara said, she was blushing a little. "It was mine too, but you seemed experimented." I said, I was lost with what she did. "Helps to watch porn." She said, I laughed a little. "You planned that ?" I asked. She nodded as she smiled slightly. "From a long time, the first time I wanted to do that was the second night you slept in our house when you decided to move here." She said, I smiled as I kissed her forehead. "It was incredible, I loved that." I said, finishing my cereals. She smiled as she prepared herself some cereals. I was refreshed to say the least.
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David decided to come at the house since he wanted to hang out. "You good ?" He asked me. I nodded as I looked to Chara. "Yeah, today started greatly." I said, Frisk snickered. "They fucked." Frisk suddenly said, which made Chara blushed heavily, I laughed a little when I saw her reaction. "How do you know ?!" Chara yelled at Frisk. "I mean, you weren't on silence mode." I whispered in her ear. She seemed surprised and threw a barrage of weak punches on me. "I'm just saying the truth." I said, after a while she stopped punching, but her blush was still there. "Meanie." Chara just said, pouting. I laughed and put her in a hug. I wanted to tease her a little more. "Don't worry, I loved your moans." I whispered in her ear. She squealed silently. "Aren't you cute together." Frisk said, David approached her and kissed her. "I'm so fucking lucky to have Chara." I just said, ending the hug. "I mean, the only way to get out of this spiral is to see Chara, and that works." I continued. "Maybe it's because my feelings for Chara is the exact opposite of anger and hate." I finished, they seemed to be in their thought as I said that. "So, if Chara's the way out, what's the way in ?" David said, I smiled a little. "Thinking of them, of my condition, the most efficient one is to see them in person." I said, looking at Chara the whole time. "Even talking about them could put yourself in that spiral ?" David asked, I nodded. "That's why I looked at Chara when I said that." I said, looking at David. "How about your magic ?" He asked. I sighed as I knew that he wanted to know, I couldn't blame him after all. "It's alright if I'm using a little, but in a fight, it can cloud my mind easily." I said, I was fairly confident as for why. I shook my head and looked at Chara for a second, feeling my anger rising. It was really starting to grow on me, and I didn't know how much time I got before going 100% insane. Even if Chara was stopping it, it could clearly overpower that counter quickly. I was lying to myself then, I knew that my state was going downhill, and Chara was just building walls to stop that.
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As always Chara was sleeping near me, and I couldn't help, but fearing myself even more. I was becoming less sane each days passing by, my mind was falling apart, my thoughts were replaced by ideas of killing Jake and Volt.
I need to act, quickly.
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Destiny's Link (Female Chara x Male Reader)
Fanfiction(Disclaimer : Badly written English will be in the story.) Frisk freed the monsters at once, but there's still someone underneath that huge mountain. Frisk also freed that someone, promising her that life will be better at the surface, and whatever...
