Dancing with the Stars

Chapter 35

Marriage is neither heaven nor hell, it is simply purgatory.

Abraham Lincoln

Kendall found it wasn't the same.

It's been years since he asked Dani to marry him after the Celebrity Party. The party was a blast, all the stars where there it was the party of the century. He remembers his conversation with Mr. Anderson and how he stress that he should get married.

He didn't think about what he was doing asking Dani to marry him. Dani was defiantly not his type. How he long for the touches of the sweet Camille so generous and full of sweetness. Kendall was finding it hard to be marry, it definitely wasn't for him. Dani was different and Kendall was having a hard time adjusting to being marry to her. The constant nagging the chaotic life that surround Dani.

He still party with George sometimes he would take Dani but most of the time he wouldn't. The whole idea for getting marry was to blend in better. Kendall continues his lifestyle after he was married. He would bring Dani along acting like everything was the same. But Kendall found it wasn't the same. Dani didn't fit in no matter how he dresses her. He would buy her these one of kind fabulous dresses that brought out the color of her eyes. He would give her jewelry to match those dresses. No matter how dress up Dani was, she just didn't belong there. Didn't fit in, was always socially awkward, almost too embarrassing Kendall. Dani didn't fit in with high society. She had nothing in common with the ladies. He could dress her up but when she opens her mouth Kendall would cringe. The things she would say. The looks Kendall got, poor Kendall. Slowly Kendall became aware that Dani didn't care for his friends. She only care for herself. She only thought of herself. She never thought she was the one socially awkward. Kendall's friends were always rude to her. Over the years he stops asking her to join him. Dani was pregnant again. Who wants to party with a pregnant wife? Kendall prefers it this way.

Kendall looks in the mirror straighten his tie. He looks up when Dani entered the bedroom. Dani was beginning to show. Soon she would have another one. How was he going to deal with two he thought? Going out again she mutters. Just heading over to George and Betty house. I won't be out long. He kisses her and mutter goodbye. Kendall grabs his keys and left. Marry life was not for him. Kendall would find every possible excuse not to be home. The nagging, crying of the baby wore on him. What bother him the most was the chaotic mess that Dani lived in. Toys everywhere. Laundry piles up, dishes undone. The counters were always clutter and dusty. It was the mess that drove Kendall away. When Kendall marries her, they move into this small house. He was wise to keep his apartment. Dani thought he sold it, but, he didn't. It was his solitude. A place he can go to feel in control. When Kendall was working late instead of going home, he would crash there. Kendall always left a set of clothes there just in case he needed to change.

Kendall went alone lots of times to party with the Star's. He met amazing people. The lovely ladies Eliz, Natalie, Audrey, and Doris. He hung out with his friends Frank and Bob. Sometime Dean and John would join them. This was the life he built and the one he enjoys.

That is where Camilla and Kendall would dance. She was dazzling and young so full of life. They would dance the night away. Camilla always made Kendall smile. She made him forget who he was and forget that he was married. Forget about a choice he regrets. Kendall's breath would catch when Camilla smile.

Camilla was so young naïve. Kendall inner self was tantalizing by her. It took all of Kendall will power to resist the urges with her. Sometimes he gave in just a little, not too much. The real Kendall was tempted to pounce on her. He knew he couldn't risk that. It would undo him. It would ruin him and the life he made.

Dani on the other hand was jealous of every women Kendall said hello too. So impetuous she thought of only herself. Never a thought that her actions might affect someone else. She never considers your feelings. It was hers that was important. She demands that you focus soloing on her. There was only herself that matter. Kendall knew how to handle Dani. He married her because she wasn't his type.

What Kendall didn't realize was that Dani scrutinize everything that he did. Dani complained every time he went out. Every time he went over to George and Betty. When he came home, she was there to remind him of what he wasn't doing. She can be such a nag, Kendall thought.

It was another night and Kendall was heading out to meet Fred at his Club.

Kendall was tying his tie when Dani came in and started complaining again. You're always going out. Why don't you take me? Kendall reply, you don't need to go sweetheart. He said as he brushes her a kiss. Kendall's hand felt her stomach, beside your pregnant. You don't need to be on your feet all night. Don't wait up Kendall reply and left the room. Dani was furious, why doesn't he let me go? Maybe he is seeing someone else she thought. Dani fumed as she slowly sat on the couch rubbing her stomach. She would clean later said Dani. She was mad at Kendall. He was never home. Didn't he know how hard it was to deal with a toddler. The crying Melody was teething again and was never happy. Dani was up most night with her. She was so tired. Dani leans back trying to remember why she was so mad at Kendall. Soon Dani fell fast asleep.

Kendall knew Dani was jealous. Kendall was always working. He would go partying after work with friends. Kendall declined to take her. Of course, Dani was busy taking care of a toddler and pregnant with another one. She wanted to go out with him, but he always found an excuse. The truth was Kendall couldn't stand being married. The only reason he got married was to not have attention brought upon him. People don't think twice if you're married. They don't think twice if you're talking to the man wife. You could always find out information from the wife. They do so love to talk.