Dreamnotfound one shots

Subdrop

Prompt: subdroped dream

Subdrop: the bodies response to intense sexual sene, or the loss of support structure. Making the individual go to a low/depressive state.

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Sapnap sighed heavily. Pulling out, and grabbing a tissue. Cleaning himself off before standing up.

Dream was in a daze. Fuzzy thoughts and hormones gushing through him. The chemicals in his brain floating all over the place. Only hazy memories of his time with Sapnap being in his mind.

He recalled the rough kisses Sapnap gave him as he laid there. Being treated like he was the centre of Sapnaps life. Like the sun and the planets that revolve around it.

Dream smiled dumbly before reaching his arm over the bed. Wanted to feel Sapnap. He was hoping they could cuddle, or nap.
He just wanted more love and affection. It was his first time. He was happy that sapnap was the one to take his virginity.

When he reached over, he was confused to see Sapnap getting up. He'd cleaned himself off of the consequences, and yawned.

Sapnap grabbed his arm, and moved it away from him. In order to get out of bed.
"What are you doing?" Sapnap questioned.

"Oh, um.."

Sapnap laughed, and let go of his arm. Putting his boxers back on and getting out of bed.

Dream made a confused face, as he watched Sapnap pull the waistband to his hips. He thought they'd hang out before he left. At least until he could feel his legs again.

Sapnap and him were not dating. Not even close. More of a friends with benefits thing.
Sapnap was straight, but dream was definitely gay.

In fact, Dream had a massive crush on George. He'd liked him for years. Each painful month that went by, his love only grew for him.
The way he smiled, his silky brown hair, and his adorable facial features.

Dream was head over heals.

He only had sex with Sapnap to take his mind of George. Sapnap knew this, and was the one to purpose the idea of 'friends with benefits'. Meaning there was no toxicity, or using happening. They were both completely transparent with each other. Both giving their consent before anything.
It was simply to blow off steam.

Dream had been a virgin up until that moment. He was glad Sapnap seemed to care so much about him during it. But now it was over.
The sex was over, so Sapnap didn't need to care anymore.

Surely a little aftercare wouldn't hurt?

Sapnap laughing at his attempt for love hurt his feelings. He deserved to have someone to cuddle, and comfort him after sex. Especially since it was his fist time.

Dream held the pillow that was beside him, and stuffed his face into it. Pretending it was George in order to feel less lonely.

The shower turned on, and Dream lifted his eyes to see the locked door. Preventing Dream from even thinking about joining him.

Why did sapnap leave him? Did he do something wrong during it? Was he bad? Maybe he was being too clingy?

But Sapnap didn't even clean him off. Maybe he was too gross? Sapnap was so quick to clean himself from stains.
But dream had Sapnaps cum on him. Why couldn't he take a moment to at least pass him a tissue?

With endorphin levels dropping, Dream emotions dropped with it. Feeling heartbroken and incredibly lonely.

Sapnap left him. He wished Sapnap was George.
George wouldn't leave him like that. George should of taken his virginity. George was who he was still in denial about loving.