Addicted || HS

Seventy-one (Forget you)

Sorry I didn't put the "previously on Addicted" thing but I'm running late for school so enjoy
-WaleskaRomo
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Rose POV

Melissa? What is my sister doing here?

Many paparazzi follow Melissa in the building, taking pictures and asking her questions about how she feels or if she has any ideas to escape.

This is ridiculous, and I need her to explain.

"Get the fuck out my face before I fucking kill you!" She roars at them, making them even more excited about wanting to know her answers.

The guards hold her tighter, disappearing into the halls with the cells.

"Everyone go back to work!" One of the employees shouts so everyone could hear. They all do what was said, going back to work with the patients or cleaning.

Relax time was over for the patients, so now I have to clean the whole room so it can be ready in four hours when they come back.

"Rose," my manager calls out. "I need you to take food to the new criminal please." I nod, picking a tray from the lunchroom just across the hallway.

This is my time. Now I get to see Melissa and ask her the questions that have been eating me alive. Who knew my sister would end up in a mental/prison hospital? I kinda did expect that, but not to really come true.

I keep on walking down the long dark halls, hearing patients shout or shake the metal bars wanting to be free. It's really sad, and disturbing hearing the suffrage of patients trying to escape, or letting their words out by screaming them.

Once a month nurses also have to visit the therapist so nothing affects us. They pretty much brain wash you into turning into a cold hearted bitch that can handle even seeing patients peel their own skin off. But I don't blame them, there has been nurses whom never taken the therapy and ended up being insane, because everything affect them and took control over them.

After thinking about the hunting thoughts of the patients in this place, I finally get to Melissa's cell. I take out my key, and I click the door open.

She laid back on the hard bed, staring at the small cracks in the ceiling. She looked so peaceful, so used to everything that has and could happen.

"It's been a long time." I break the silence. She keeps on tapping her foot on the wall, making a thud and rhythm.

When she doesn't answer I continue. "I want to know-"

"Ugh shut the fuck up." She spats with anger. What's her problem?

"Excuse me I-"

She quickly sits up, making me take a step back from any of her sudden reactions.

"You know that commercial where when you're hungry you just get mad, so you eat a Sneakers bar? Ha, well you need dick in your life instead of Sneaker bars."

"What's your problem?!" I shout at her, while she just smirks at me. Melissa has gone mad or something, she's changed and has gotten so evil like. What's wrong with her?

"My problem is that you got a problem, and that ain't my problem." She laughs, laying back down in bed.

Ugh I swear it feels like dealing with some stubborn addict or some alcoholic person that won't see the problem to their actions.

"Melissa I need you to tell me what happened with you, and mom and dad."

"Ugh fine! You wanna know what happened bitch? Well I'm here after serving months of prison. I'm gonna be in this place for the rest of my worthless life. They call me the crazy widow, because I killed all my seven boyfriends. And nah, I don't regret it. They also cached me selling drugs and pill popping in school. Mom and dad split up a bit after you left for England, and they're both mad that I turned out like this. But does it look like I give a fuck?"

I feel bad for Melissa. She had it all, the looks, the knowledge, everything. But she just gave up on herself, and life in general. I shouldn't have left to England with Harry. I should have stayed and continued my role as a sister and daughter. Instead I let both my parents, and sister down for some guy that ended up being a failure at the end.

"Melissa I'm-"

"No Rose. I don't want you feeling petty for me. I've had enough of that bullshit. People trying to fix me, and saying that everything's gonna be okay. Fuck that shit! It's all a lie. Everyone will continue seeing me like some kind of caged animal or some shit."

I can't say I can relate to the pain she's feeling, but I know how it feels like for people to see you differently. I can also relate to the drug thing, because my past is about that. But there is a way to fix this all, there is a way for her to come clean about pretty much everything about the drug thing, maybe not the murder part but the rest there is a way.

"Can you just leave?" Melissa says it more as an order than a question.

"Can I talk to you-"

"No Rose. Leave before I call the guards on you." She doesn't look at me, and it kinda hurts that she doesn't want me to stay.

I nod, even though I know she couldn't see me. I turn to my heels, and I walk out her cell, locking the metal bars and the door closed before I went back to working in cleaning the relax room.

• • •

A few hours passed, and I was reading a magazine with the latest fashion trends in it. I was waiting for the patients to be dismissed to the relax room for their last activity before they eat their dinner and off they go to bed.

Not many go to sleep, and barely anyone eats the repulsive food they give in here. Many of the patients get their food by family relatives paying for better food, or some just bring it to them. But of course they have to go through check up so they make sure there's no drugs being hidden in it.

Moments later and Raymond entered the room, along with many other patients. He sat down with me, and we talked like if we weren't in a mental hospital.

• • •

We've been bonding for the past few days, talking and laughing about ourselves. We would talk about stupid things while seated in our permanent table, right in the corner of the room, right next to a window with the perfect view of outside.

As I got to know him more, the less I would see him as a patient, but more as a good friend.

He made me forget about Melissa

Forget about Harry

And everything outside the hospital walls.

• • •

Time escapes me trembling hands touch skin it makes this harder and the tears stream down my face.

Find me in the sky dancing with the moon at night, your heartbeat is disguised as my lullaby.

I'm in love with you and all these little things.

I got life, I got love I got faith and that's enough. We feel sorrow, we feel pain. But there's sunshine after rain. So I'm alright.

Remember stars still shine, in the darkest nights. Even when you can't see them, they're always there. Yeah, so keep your eyes up to the sky.

And being here without you, is like I'm waling up to. Only half a blue sky kinda there but not quite. I'm walking around with just one shoe, I'm half a heart without you.

Your eyes, they shine so bright, I wanna save that light. I can't escape this now, unless you show me how.
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¡¡¡Six more chapters left!!!

The feels man, they hit me in the feels.

Maybe this chapter was boring but I swear it will get way better!

After the chapters I will do an Epilogue.

Anyways I hope you enjoyed and comment and vote please!

Love you💖
-WaleskaRomo