Addicted || HS

Twenty-nine (Hidden Secrets)

~Previously on Addicted~

"You want to have some fun? I promise you it's something you'll never forget baby girl."

"I finally found you two. You are both going to pay for this." He raised the gun but he's a bit too far to tell who's he pointing at.

"I only have one bullet, but that's where the fun begins. One of you are going to die tonight and the other one is going to have to suffer with the lost." Seconds after he finished talking I hear a gun shot, and my arms wrap around Harry.
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Rose POV

Shadow runs away after the bullet hit Harry. I fall to my knees while holding Harry on my arms.

"Harry don't close your eyes!! Please stay with me!" He nods, but you can't tell there's pain on him. I run towards the drug store and I call for help. The cashier and a woman come running out. The woman called 911, leaving the cashier helping me take Harry inside. Harry tries his best to keep his eyes open, but I know that he won't be able to hold any longer.

"Harry please stay with me." I take his shirt off, staring at the bullet in his chest.

"Shit." I say to myself. He grabs my hand, holding it tight.

"Rose-"

"Harry don't talk. Use your energy to keep yourself awake." He tries to sit up but I don't let him.

"Rose if I don't make it I-I want you to know that-that I wanted you to be mine." With that he lets go of my hand and closed his eyes. My body dies, getting numb, and my eyes fill up with tears.

"HARRY PLEASE DON'T GO!!! OPEN YOUR EYES PLEASE!!!" I shake him, but its no use.

The lights red and blue fill the store up. The paramedics come rushing out of the ambulance, getting Harry off the floor with a really thin sheet to carry him out. They put him in the ambulance, but before they left I ask one of them a question.

"What hospital are you taking him?"

"Memorial Hermann." I see them putting a mask on Harry. The machine thats now connected to him makes a loud sound, which means Harry's heart stopped beating. They close the back door, driving away. I fall on my knees to the floor and I begin to cry. I cry like crazy, with a pain inside of me that no human should ever feel in life.

Harry died?? Did Harry die?!? Of course he died!!! The guy that told me that he wanted me to be his died!!! To be his. His. Only his. And he will only be mine. Even if I won't be able to see him. Ever.

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I'm parked outside, looking at the people that are walking in and out of the hospital. One of them was a woman, running inside while carrying a little boy on his hands. I lean my head on the steering wheel, trying my best to not break again.

"Its not fair. I just want to live a normal life." If people could go inside of my head they would be surprised how I'm still alive. Many people would kill themselves by stupid things but I never even tried. Yeah there has been once or twice when I had a break down but I'm alright now. I'm trying to keep a smile on my face, but behind it there's actually a broken heart. A heart that has been ripped out of me, and people tried to put it back but there's no use.

"Rose if I don't make it I-I want you to know that-that I wanted you to be mine." Harry's words play on my mind, over and over again non stop, breaking me inside every time it plays. Did he actually mean it or was it something that someone would say knowing that they would die.

"I finally found you. I thought you got shot too." Gemma sit the window, startling me with her loud voice. I get out of the car and I grab her into a hug.

"He died! He died b-before I had a chance to tell him that I-I..." I sob on her shoulder, not caring if her shirt is getting soaked with my tears.

"What?? Darling Harry didn't die. There were only a few seconds where his heart stopped but they brought him back." I break the hug to wipe my face with the back of my hands.

"But I saw him close his eyes, and the machine-"

"Sweetie, lets go inside. You'll feel better if you see him." I nod and I walk in with her by my side while she holds my hands because I have turned weak from all the crying. When we get in people stare at me like if they have seen me somewhere. I think its because I was in the news because of disappearing and of the car crash.

"Can we see Harry Styles?" Gemma sweetly asks as soon as we got to the desk. The woman looks at her computer the checks the file cabinet. She takes one last glance on the screen then looks at us.

"Im sorry but Harry Styles was sent to the surgery room. He was loosing too much blood, and now the doctors are trying the best they can do." She puts the file back and looks at us.

"Is he going to be okay?" I ask, squeezing Gemma's hand tighter the longer I look at the woman behind the desk.

"The only thing I can tell you is that you should pray for him." I let go of Gemma's hand and I run out of the hospital.

Harry's POV

**Dream during surgery**

I step on the rocks near the river, balancing myself every step that I take. The sun is barley rising, leaving a small hint of pink and orange on the sky as it makes its way up. I see a girl with brown hair sitting near a tree, flipping pages to a book. She's a normal girl that you would find anywhere. She has brown wavy hair with brown eyes. From the outside you can tell she's a girl you would find in the back of the class, too shy to raise her hand to answer the question the teacher asks. But in the inside she's a totally different person. She's just like me, but we're both to scared to admit it. We were both addicted to something in life. She was addicted on trying to keep herself normal, to not let her past get the best out of her. And I was addicted on trying to live every second of my life being a player and a drug addict. But the thing that makes us perfect for each other is that we have never been in love before, and we're now in love with each other but we can't admit it because we don't know how to love. I'm scared that I might hurt her, and she's scared that we won't last.

"I will always be yours, but in your heart." She looks up, and I already know the girl.

"Rose Im addicted. Im addicted to you but we're too dangerous to be together. So keep me in you where ever I go." She stands up and smiles, but doesn't come near me.

"If you love me then show me, don't tell me." With that she walks away. Disappearing from my sight, from my heart.

~~1 WEEK LATER~~

I open my eyes to the bright warm sunshine that is coming from the window. I look around and I see flowers and get well soon balloons. I try to move my let to sit up, but something is blocking me. I look over to my leg and I see Rose with her head against my leg, she's asleep. I gently shake her shoulder and her eyes swing open.

"Oh my gosh your awake." She jumps up and grabs me into a hug. She squeezed my chest and I let out a groan of pain.

"Ouch." She removes her arms away from and looks at my chest.

"Sorry. The doctors said you were maybe going to be in coma for another week-"

"Wait what??"

"You were in coma for about a week." I was in coma??? It felt like it was just a day.

The door swings open before I had a chance to speak. And of course my mom walks in.

"You're awake." My mom says while walking towards me.

"Can I speak with Harry for a second?" She asks Rose. Rose nods and leaves shutting the door on the way out.

"Harry we need to leave. We need to go back to England."

"Why?"

"Shadow found out you didn't die, so now he's brought the whole gang to find you, and Rose." My heart drops and I look out the small window thats on the door. I stare at Rose while she's talking to Gemma. I need to protect Rose now.

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