Plump, Hated, And Bullied

His past

Chapter 24

"What is going on here?" Kira slams her hands on the table, getting their attention.

"What is the meaning of this, Kira? What the hell are you doing here?" He asks calmly, not sparing her a glance.

"I should be asking you that, Nate. What the hell are you doing here with this thing?" She sneers angrily, glaring hard at Lilian, who turns her face away.

"We are here for..."

"And when did I give you the right to meddle in my affairs, Kira?" He cuts Lilian off, finally turning his gaze to glare hard at Kira.

"I have every right to question you, Nate. What the fuck are you doing with this thing?" She sneers again, and he scoffs.

"Can you gently leave here this minute, and don't cause a scene here? You wouldn't like to get on my bad side, Kira," He says, trying so hard to control the anger that is rushing through his vein.

"And what if I create a scene, Nate? What will you do? Beat me? For fuck sake, I just caught you with another woman, how the fuck am I not supposed to create a scene?" She yells at the top of her voice. It's a good thing that they are in the VIP section, so there are only a few people around, and they are all minding their business.

"You caught me with another woman? What are you saying, Kira? The last time I checked, we fucking broke up, so what problem do you have with me hanging out with whoever I choose to? What the fuck is your problem?" He snaps at her this time around. This is the same woman he used to be so in love with. The woman he could do anything for, she was one woman he could move the mountain for if it was the only way to make her happy, but she fucking betrayed him. She decided to leave him for another man, so what the fuck is she saying now?

"We broke up, but I still love you, Nate. I have been begging you for so long now, why don't you want to forgive me?" She tries to touch him, but he steps away from her.

"You still love me? What the fuck are you saying? Do you think you can walk in and out of my life anytime you want it? You chose him over me in the first place because you fucking feel like he is better than me, so why the hell did you come back?" He snaps at her. He's just trying not to burst now because he's so pissed.

"Is it because of her? Is it because of this thing? She's not good for you, Nate. We can work things out, we can come back together..."

"Do you remember how many times I said those words to you? Do you recall how many times I went on my knees to beg you, but your mind was fucking made up. You looked me in the eyes and told me that I meant nothing to you. You fucking told me that he was the one you wanted..." He pauses and bites his bottom lip as a drop of tears slid down the corner of his cheek. It hurts that she's bringing back the memories. The memories he spent three good years, trying to get rid of, the scar he has buried deep inside his heart all these years, pretending to be fine, but it doesn't seem like he can take this pain anymore. Maybe it's high time he lets everything out and be fine.

"I fucking loved you so much, Kira. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you. Even when you didn't want me, I was still hanging around, thinking that you would eventually realize how much I was so in love with you and changed your mind, but you never did," He sniffs back his tears as he scoffs.

"I... I... I wanted you... I so much fucking did. I didn't want to lose you, I wanted you to be by my side, I was still there even though I knew you were seeing another man. That was how foolish I was because I was so in love with you. Because I didn't fucking want another woman except you. You fucking ruined everything, and now you dare show your face in front of me to complain about who I choose to roll with?" He scoffs, tilting his head to glance at Lilian, who's just sitting on the chair, staring into space.

"Nate... We can work things out..."

'"Fuck that, Kira! After fucking with another man? What happened to your 'Mr. Right?' Did he dump you for another woman, the same way you dumped me for him?" He asks, and Kira bursts into tears.

"I still want you, Nate. I promise to make things right this time. I will make it up to you, just please give me a chance to," Kira pleads with tears in her eyes.

"I don't have any chance to give again, Kira. I have given you this chance countless times, but you fucking messed things up. Just stay the hell away from me in the future. If you bother Lilian in the future, you won't like the other side of me," He says to her before he grabs Lilian's hand, and walks out of the restaurant wordlessly.

He stops once they're out of the rest restaurant, and a drop of tears slid down his cheek, but he quickly wipes it off. It'll be embarrassing to cry in front of Lilian.

"I will drop you at home," He says to her.

"Hmm," She nods her head slowly. Although she wants to say no, but she's worried about him. What if he is so lost in thought on his way home, and maybe he gets into an accident? What if he hurts himself? He has been there for her, so it's only normal and right that she's worried about him, right?

Driving down the road a few minutes later, he tried not to get distracted, although it's really hard to do. Memories of the past keep haunting his thoughts, and he keeps clenching and unclenching his fingers around the steering wheel. He so much wants to park at the roadside, step out of the car, and scream his anger and frustration out, he wants to go out of the car and punch something until he's calm, he fucking wants to tell the whole world how angry and pained he is deep inside him, but on second thought, he feels there'll be no need for that.

They finally arrive at the front of Ren's house a few minutes later, and she steps out of the car.

"Thanks for today," She says to her, and he just nods his head, and drives away.

She sighs briefly as she turns around and finally walks inside the big iron gate...