16 - SEONGHWA POV

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Fragments of my past, present and future play in my head. Where am I? Why am I seeing things I haven't lived yet?

I hear cries for help from familiar voices. I can't move.

Why can't I move?

I feel... I feel pain.... All over my body.

I'm consumed with the sensation of my whole body burning in acid, I feel as if someone was crushing my brain so hard that it is leaking from their hands.

Pain.

Burn.

Numbness.

I can't move.

I can't see.

My limbs feel like strangers, as if they were miles away from the rest of me.

It's hard to breathe. Each breath feels like a sword going deeper and deeper into my lungs.

My skin is being ripped apart from my bones.

My chest is an open surgery without anesthesia.

I feel the asphalt floor under me, am I lying on the road? I can't open my eyes, I can't stand up.

Someone help me please, get me out of here. I can't move.

I can't move!

PLEASE! SOMEONE HELP ME!

Everything hurts. I can't move. I can't scream. I want to scream.

Desperate.

Powerless.

I can't see. It's all black.

Someone is near, I feel it. Please help me.

It's her. She holds me head to her chest. I feel her heartbeat. She's warm, but she's crying.

"It's gonna be okay. You're gonna be okay"
"I'm right here"
"Hold on, help is on the way. Don't leave me."
"I'm not leaving you"

Save me? Leave her? Am I dying?

I'm... Dying...

I want to hug her back. But I still can't move, I still can't see.

Floor feels cold and wet. Is that...?
Am I bleeding this much?

I can't stand up. I must stand up.

I have to go to the hospital. She has to see that I'm alright.

I still feel her next to me. Holding me. I want to hold her too.

I can't move.

I CAN'T MOVE!

SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!

I hear another voice, male voice.

There's two of you! Get me out of here!!

Wake me up!! Put me on my feet!!

LISTEN TO ME!

Why can't I scream!?
I need them to hear me!

I can't...
I can't do anything.
But I'm still here. I'm here.

"I know you're in there, I'm not going to lose you. Please, don't leave me"

I'm not going anywhere. I'm still here.

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