CHOICES

CHAPTER 19

Chapter 19

Alyssa's POV

"So ready na ba kayo?"

"Super ready!!!"

Sumakay na kami ng eroplano at syempre katabi ko baby ko. Naka Ateneo shirt kaming lahat tsaka naka pants. Pero si Den, Jus at Fille naka shorts.

"Babe saan mo gusto umupo?"

"Beside window"

Nauna siyang pumasok at umupo na ako sa tabi niya. Naka jacket kami pero nagdala ako ng isa. I covered Den's legs

"Here" nilapag ko yung jacket sa legs niya "Mahirap na, madaming manyakis dito"

She kissed me on my lips "Why so possessive Bal?"

I hold her hand and kissed it.

"Because I love you"

She rested her head on my shoulder kaya inakbayan ko siya. I kissed her forehead. Hobby ko na ata na ikiss siya eh.

"Babe sa future, how many kids do you want?"

Napa alis sya sa pagkaka higa sakin "Ano ba naman yang tanong na yan Bal"

Hinawakan ko yung ulo niya and gently placed it on my shoulder.

"Babe, I'm just asking. Para maplano na natin kung ilang kwarto ilalagay natin sa dream housr natin"

I can feel that she's blushing "That's so cute of you Bal. But honestly, I want 3 kids. 1 boy and 2 girls"

Napawin yung ngiti ko ng maalala ko, I cant give her a child. Hindi ko kayang ibigay sa kaniya yung 3 anak na pangarap niya. Umalis sya sa pagkaka higa sa balikat ko at tumingin sakin, kumunot naman ang noo nya ng mapansin ata nya na malungkot ako. She cupped my cheeks

"What's wrong? Madami bang kids yung sinabi ko? Oh sige kahit isa na lang"

Umiling ako "No, it is not like that. I actually want more. But.."

"But?"

Yumuko ako "Lets be honest here baby. I cant give you a child"

She held my chin and pull it up to face her. She kissed me on my lips

"Bal, hindi yan makakabawas sa pagmamahal ko sayo okay? Before I enter this relationship alam ko na yung mga facts. And we can go for invitro"

Bumuntong hininga ako "Kahit na. I feel like I'm useless"

"Hey, stop underestimating yourself. You are not useless, I'm sure you'll be a great parent to our kids"

I hugged her and she hugged me back "You always know how to make me happy babe. Thank you for coming in to my life. I promise I will be a great Pops to our kids"

"Pops?"

Tumango ako "Uhuh and you'll be a loving and beautiful mommy of my kids"

"That sounds good Bal. But do you think it's too early to talk about that? College pa lang tayo oh" she said while laughing

Umiling ako "No, after college I'll marry you. Malaki na ang ipon ko"

Humiwalay sya sa yakap namin.

"Grabe may ipon na agad?"

Tumango ako at inakbayan sya "Yes baby. Kaya all set na. All we need to do is to finish college"

"But how about my med school?"

Tumingin ako sa kaniya "Of course you'll finish it babe. I wont let our marriage block your way by reaching your dreams"