LIES

28.YOU BETTER NOT

As Neil speak her name, aarohi eye's shot open, and he immediately close the distance between them, she wanted to say something to him, about him going from there too, holding her there at the same time, but words are not coming out of her mouth, she can't even speak, and she can feel a major drop, her eyelids are getting heavy, breathing is getting shorter and harder, all she can do is watched him

On the other hand, Neil is beyond shock, one thing he knew, with the amount of blood, is out of her system, and still keep coming, he doesn't have time to stop and freeze, he shouldn't even waste time on breathing, he quickly went to the room and retrieve first cloth he finds, he pressed it with his palm into the wound, to stop the bleeding, that's he knew from emergency medical training he receives before joining the hospital, he is not sure if he is successfully doing that, because whole cloth is soaked in blood, and the way she is breathing, she is close to passing out, he quickly takes out his phone, which he grabbed while coming out of room
He called the ambulance and explained the emergency best he could, he suddenly felt something, her hand reach out to his, but before he could respond, her eyes are shut now, and she passed out as he feared, he is feeling so much right now, but he knows this is not the right time

With one hand still pressing the wound ,he used other to call the doctor, who Neil's is talking to whole while , he said it's an emergency, can he come to hospital now , he is also coming as soon as help is coming, the doctor understood the situation and assure him , that he will be prepared here , after what feel like eternity , neil still waiting for ambulance to arrive , still not letting go of her wound , he feels like it stopped bleeding for now , or maybe slowed for bit , he use other hand , to put her hair behind her ear, he wanted to say alot , maybe this could be last she would hear him , but that's not what he is thinking, he wanted to talk to her but not like this , Neil is trying so hard , so hard so he won't cry , he can't cry , crying in this situation means , it's something , something out of hand , but as long as he can stay strong, she will be better, this all will be over , then he can cry all he want , he can yell all he want , scream , shout whatever he wanted to do right now , could be done afterwards, after she will be taken care of , but not right now.

The ambulance arrived more quickly than before, and Neil ran to open the door, they came in and asked if the bleeding stopped and how long she is been out, they carefully attended to aarohi, while instructing Neil to bring all of her medical files along with them, Neil quickly grabbed her file and also grabbed the test results, he may not have opened it, but he knew in the back of his mind that they will be needed, going forward

In the ambulance, Neil was sitting a little away from her, he wanted to hold aarohi's hand which was laying, he wanted to hold and say to her get better, or anything like that, but he couldn't, he knew if goes any closer he will burst right there, seeing her there, lying, connected with a lot of tubes and wire, and a paramedic trying to clean blood to have a better look at the wound, they asked Neil how did it happen, Neil doesn't have an answer, so just say he doesn't know, but he knows, what's that is, while lost in the thought, while looking at her face, his trance broke with sudden noises the machine started to make, Neil asked what's happening, one of them replied not sure, maybe hemorrhage because of all that blood loss, her BP is dropping, so is her pulse rate, she needs to get hospital fast, for Neil, this is alot to take in, still, he didn't panic or anything, he just remains seated and said the driver to go fast

As the ambulance reached the hospital(the same one they went to before, not the Birla hospital), she immediately went to ER and the doctor was already there, he just nod at Neil and went inside ER, Neil is been told to stay out, after waiting for some minutes, which felt like hours to him, he was sitting on a chair, not doing anything, not thinking anything or about anyone, but her, all that blood and her face coming to his vision, again and again, he is trying to shoot that down, he won't think it like some memories, he doesn't need her memories, he needs her not her memories, but future one they are going to create