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The birthday party of Choi Yeonjun and Choi Beomgyu is coming up and almost everyone was waiting for this big sensation. An exception to this, however, was Lee Heeseung, who had just broken up with his boyf...
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The past few days after the party had been pure hell for Choi Beomgyu. He could not explain what had driven him to kiss Yeonjun.
How it could have come to this ...
His stomach ached with uncertainty and he didn't know where to put his thoughts. Of course, he could have blamed the entire situation on alcohol, which he basically did, vowing that he would never drink another drop. He had done many stupid actions while drunk, but the birthday party had been the culmination of all his mistakes. Still, deep down, the black-haired man knew that hadn't been the sole reason for the kiss.
He had felt this feeling before ...
And that was one of the reasons why he had not been able to maintain the relationship with Byulyi.
It would not have been fair to her.
Nevertheless, Beomgyu could not cope with it, wanted to suppress it, forget it and pretend that this kiss had never happened. Maybe he would have been able to do so, had it not been for this image that kept reminding him of his mistake. The fact that not only Yeonjun was asking about it, but Kai was also poking around in this mess, triggered a state in Beomgyu that was worse than panic.
He was afraid.
Terrified of being labeled as gay. Because he certainly wasn't!
He was not into men!
He wasn't into Yeonjun!
"Fuck, no!" cursed Beomgyu and stopped, only now realizing that he was in the middle of the street and that any passerby could hear him. But after looking around and seeing that none of the passersby had given him a strange look, he was able to calm down a bit.
Shakily, Beomgyu gasped for breath.
Calm down was a strange word, because even if pedestrians were not interested in him and his problems, he had no idea who this ImHorizon was and how it could be possible that he had witnessed the kiss and even photographed it. This unresolved question suggested that he could track him at any time and observe him at any moment. Just the thought quickened his pulse and instinctively the black-haired man also quickened his steps. He literally fell into a run to the only person with whom he had the feeling to be able to speak out.
With whom he knew that he would not condemn him for it.
Kim Suho, was a man who had experienced too much to put a stamp on Beomgyu. For a mistake he certainly would not repeat.
Fortunately, the entrance to the mall was already in sight, so Beomgyu put his legs back a step for the remaining miles, exhaling only after he reached the automatic sliding door and it closed behind him. His last option was Suho, he was aware of that, because he couldn't talk about it with Soobin, Kai or Taehyun.
They would laugh at him.
Make fun of him. Possibly disown him.
These thoughts haunted him. They gave him no peace.
