maybe, we are | ss

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"this taste good.. what flavor it is again lady yoo?"

seokmin watched how his jeonghan hyung along with wonwoo had tasted the cake samples by pieces brought by their wedding organizer, and he also watched how they criticize each one of those as wonwoo was suggesting something over to one cake he said was perfect on his taste while jeonghan was agreeing though he was trying the other samples if ever he might still find something tasty that will suits on the motif of the wedding... and seokmin, the prince was just silently watching them.. no, let me clear himself to you, he's not actually watching these mentioned people around him, but he was staring at them as minds was full of thoughts.

yes, he was zoning out for quite some minutes now which luckily jeonghan, wonwoo and lady yoo haven't notice him yet since he do really looked like he was busy and he was cooperating to what their wedding organizer was telling him to do. and yes part two, his heads full of nothing but thoughts from what he heard the last day.. oh yes part three, it has been two days since he heard joshua was asking him that specific and very important question he ever heard in his entire life. why is it two days now and why was he still thinking of that question? because joshua had become much busier since that day from followed up board meetings to business trip around jeju set for two days.

and by joshua's schedules.. they dont have enough time to talk about that matter and to joshua to hear his answer though the alpha had told him that morning that he was not forcing him to say yes if seokmin wasn't really ready to commit, and joshua also said that he was not expecting the prince to say yes that easy as for sure seokmins still not over and it still haunts him from what had happened before.. that issue they never talked about anymore. but for seokmin, it was making him crazy as hearing those words from joshua two days ago still kept ricocheting inside his head and ears like a broken record.

yes.. yes he have known enough, he have seen enough and he have realized enough all joshua's good intentions and him being certain of marrying him even the way he wanted him for a life time, but hearing that specific question was different.. because for seokmin, it was like joshua was asking him if he's okay or if he's already fine to get himself marry him.. and it seemed like joshua was trying to see if what he was doing and what he was showing to the prince had made a change of the way seokmin might see him not just his planned-alpha, but because his future husband... for real.

and seokmin.. the prince doesn't have an answer yet. he doesn't know if he's really ready to commit himself and tied himself with joshua for the rest of his life. because all he knew was joshua became his source of happiness, the person he could rely and depend his life with, the person he can't afford to lose and the person... that man turned his worth and pride. and the prince does not know if those feelings to joshua was enough and worthy of a "yes", a yes for a lifetime, a yes for commitment, an answer that will change his life, and an answer that would indicate that he was ready to open a new chapter of his life with joshua.

"your highness! prince seokmin.."

"y-yes?!" and he just covered his mouth after hearing himself had yelled to his jeonghan hyung whose both hands on his shoulder trying to get him back to reality. seokmin blinked thrice. "a-ah yes, why? im sorry, im just thinking something. where was we again?"