maybe, we are | ss

ꔣ 55

"are you mad at me, mister?"

seokmin watched how joshua blinked thrice as his adams apple moved up and down once again while he was maneuvering the car going to his university since the prince has schoolings to attend for today as seokmin was just staring at him upon asking that question. the prince doesn't know exactly who among them are mad... but he knew to himself that he wasn't really feeling those way towards to joshua from what happened last night. in fact, it would sound desperate of him but he couldn't deny that, he wants it... he wants it to happen.

yes, he was calling joshua's name last night not because he wanted to remind joshua not to touch him nor he was trying joshua to stop what he was doing... he was calling the alpha's name because he wanted joshua to do more, to go further more and never meant joshua to stop, he never wanted the alpha to stop. for his entire life after presenting himself as an omega, he never really wanted anyone to touch him... not even soonyoung, not everyone, but joshua. he wanted joshua last night, he wanted more of him. but it seemed like joshua doesn't want him, or maybe, the alpha did but for sure he would thought of the rule he set for themselves to follow.

that fucking rule! i shouldn't made it then. the prince utter at the back of his head.

joshua shot him a glance as he let out a small smile. "i should be the one asking that your highness..." he had to looked away as he was still driving. "are you mad at me, my highness? about what i did last night.. i-i touched yoㅡ"

"no. no, im not mad mister." they both shared that five seconds eye contact since joshua needed to looked away to keep his eyes on the road. "i-i know you're mad at me about what happened, so im sorry."

"im not mad your highness, you don't have to apologize." joshua smiled at him enough for the prince to pout.

"but you should be..." joshua shot him a glance once again then he arched seokmin a brow once prolly asking why he thought he should have. "i know it's hard for you to control yourself and what i did had you a hard time last night... so you should be mad, you controlled your ruts."

that made joshua laughed. "i have to your highness.. i have to stopㅡ"

"but i never wanted you to stop."

"your highness."

seokmin automatically shut his mouth as he covered his face in embarrassment after realizing what he just uttered making his heart beats faster as his face prolly was red already then he turned sideways for joshua not to see his face. he was never aware he would utter those words inside his head and the thoughts that kept him awake last night after what happened. though it was real, but he planned not to tell it to joshua so the alpha wont get full of himself and he wont sound like he was desperate of wanting to have sex with him.. but then again, for the second time, he failed.