Chapter 1

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Jeongin's pov
"Come on" I murmured under my breath watching as the guard took a left turn, I was trying to sneak in to meet seungmin hyung since this morning but they did not leave their spot. I ran as fast as I could when I saw the opportunity...i need to meet him, he will be leaving for the university tomorrow, I don't know how I am going to stay away from him for that long.
I fixed my hoodie making my way through the people...it is a busy day since tomorrow most people who tuned eighteen will join the university families, are out shopping together or trying to spend more time with their kids before they leave. At least it will make it easier for me to sneak away, I made my way toward seungmin hyung's house knowing that he will there.

I knocked on the door wait for my boyfriend to open it.
"jeongin...you came"he said as soon as he saw me.
"of course I did...sorry for taking too long to come...the guards did not leave their spot, I have been trying to come since the morning"I replied sitting in the chair.
"what matters is that you are here"he said hugging me.
"yeah, but I wish I could spent more time with you"I said burying my head into his neck"I am going to miss you hyung...i wish I could tell dad about us then you will stay"I added looking at him with puppy eyes.
"baby, we have talked about this...are you 100% sure that the King will accept us?"he said making me look down...i did not even come out to him, and I don't know if my father will accept seungmin since he comes from a normal family...his mom died when he was young, he just have his father who works in the military makes it hard for him to spend time with his son, I lost my mom too and since then my father and I relationship turned side way he buried himself in work ignoring my whole existence.

"I don't know"I murmured...i could tell him but if...what if I would be putting seungmin's life in danger...
"what is in you mind?"seungmin asked caressing my cheek.
"I am going to miss you"I replied.
"I am going to miss you too love but I promise we will meet in holidays"he said making me more sad, did I forget to mention when you join the Academy you are only allowed to leave in holidays.. And only family members could visit you there.
"that's worse...that means I can't see you until January... that's four months from now hyung"I said getting up.
"I will send you letters everyday I promise "he said squeezing my hands.
"do you promise?"I asked with teary eyes...i know it won't be the same as seeing him in person but still better than nothing.
"I promise you with my life"he said pecking my lips.

I feel bad right now...i should be the one who is comforting him but I am making it worse.
"I have a surprise for you"he said making me look at him with wide eyes.
"for me, "I asked making him nod pulling me toward his room. He closed the door behind him leaning on it.
"hyung, what's wrong ?"I asked confused at his actions.
"you know that I wanted to wait since we are still young...but I want it now "he said biting his lips...we have dated for one year now but we did not go past makeouts.
"are you sure?"I said making him nod.
"never have been sure of something more than this in my entire life"he answered making me smile pulling him into a short kiss.
"I love you, hyung...so much...i will be waiting for you to come back and I promise when you do I will be ready to comfort my father "I said caressing his cheek.

"I love you too, just don't forget about me and marry some other girl"he said chuckling but I can feel that there is a hidden pain in his words.
"I will never do that"I said making him smile before he pulled me into a kiss...

"I don't want to go"I whined hugging seungmin hyung, we were standing in front of the door as I had to leave since it is getting late.
"but you do...you will get in trouble if they find you sneaked away"seungmin said shaking his head."I am going to miss you so much but you have to go" he added looking away trying to hide his tears.
I pulled him into a tight hug not wanting to let go.
"please be safe...i will try to find a way to meet you"I said
"just don't get yourself in trouble"he replied making me groan..
"love you"I said taking a step back.
"I love you...see you soon" he said, we shared a look neither of us wants this but if don't leave now...i won't be able to...

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