A song of ice and fire

Chapter 20

Minho's pov
I groaned remembering my  conversation with han from last night, I can't believe that I have admitted how I really feel about the water prince to him... from the start...yes the start since I saw him I felt something weird....i felt connected to him, but when felix told me about who he was I felt angry...I felt so frustrated that I even thought about him like that so I started trying to annoy him yet nothing worked...each time I felt myself getting attached to him, why is this happening to me? He will make fun of me if he finds out, and what will my family think....what about our people? I am the heir to the fire kingdom yet I fell for the water prince...i am not stupid to keep denying my feelings deep down I know how I am feeling but I have never thought I will admitted out loud....to anyone...i decided to bury those feelings away yet I am failing miserably.

We don't have class today so I did not bother to leave my bed, I moved around staring at the ceiling...hyunjin will never know about my true feelings...never, I am in roll caster of emotions right now...i can't explain it...i love him yet I hate him, I need to make sure that han jisung doesn't tell anyone about those feelings.
"I am so damn stupid"I yelled jumping from my bed.
I wore my clothes in a hurry walking toward han's and felix's room.
"your highness" a guard said bowing to me.
"are they inside?" I asked.
"just prince han"he answered making me nod, he knocked on the door waiting for it to be opened by the younger prince who looked at me confused before he smiled.
"hyung, sorry I just woke..."
He stopped when I walked passed him inside the room.
"is everything okay?"he asked.

I run my hand through my hair before I faced him" listen to me han...about what I told you yesterday...just forget about it"I said making him sigh.
"hyung, you can't deny..."
"I am not freaking denying anything jisung"I cut him off."I am not denying anything"I added with more calmed tone taking a seat on the couch.
"do you want to talk about it?"he said sitting next to me.
"I hate him"I replied looking at him" I hate that he is making me feel like this"I added.
"when did you realize your feeling?"he said making me chuckle.
"it is cheesy I know...but since the moment I met him...i was sitting inside the classroom before he entered...his presence was so cold...yet so warm...i was surprised when I found out he is a water bender but when felix told me about who he is I become furious...like could you imagine me...the fire prince...the freaking heir fell for the water prince at first sight"I said shaking my head.

"hyung, maybe this could be a way to finally end the enmity between the two kingdom...it is useless if you ask me...i don't even understand why you hate each other so much"he replied making me chuckle.
"fire and water...we are the exact opposite in almost everything...we hated each other for ages...even I have no idea why..."I said taking a deep breath" but it is how it is...we are not supposed to be together..."I added.
"maybe you should tell him..."
"are you crazy? What about my dignity? He will make fun of me" I said with wide eyes" han, I tried to make him fall for me to make him suffer...but look what karma brought me...he didn't even bug...he is an iceberg...he just look at me with those goddamn cold blue eyes"I added shaking my head....i know the past days he was acting different which I don't know the reason of but either than that he did not show any interest in even talking to me.
" then what are you planning to do?"he asked making take a deep breath.

"as I said, I am not denying my feelings...i am a grown up man...but it is up to me...and I have decided to move on from them...hyunjin and I could never happen...it is wrong..."
"hyung please..."
"han, I have come here to tell you to keep what you have found out a secret not to hear your advice"I said standing up.
"I won't tell anyone...it is not my place to do so...don't worry about it"he said making me let a breath of relief" but I am telling this from an experience...the longer you will wait to tell him the harder it will become"he added.
"you can't compare your feelings for my brother and my feelings for hyunjin...the fire and the earth kingdom are allies"I said making sigh.
"you said it yourself...it is up to you"he said getting up" you could bury your feelings but remember there is no guarantee that you will move on from him...you will regret it for the rest of your life or you could face them and be happy...who knows maybe you two are bounded to end the conflict between the two kingdoms..."he added.