A song of ice and fire

Chapter 40

Minho's pov
I felt something laying next to me so I hugged him closer, I remember that I got sick...and hyunjin...my eyes shot open in shook to see hyunjin next me.
"you are awake" he said caressing my hair gently."how are you feeling?"he asked.
"fine" I said pulling away " you did not leave"I added with a frown.
"since you are feeling okay right now you should take a shower and wear some clothes" he answered instead.
"hyunjin..."
"I will call him to prepare it for you" he cut me off standing up, he wore his robe in a hurry trying to leave.
"hwang hyunjin" I yelled making him freeze in his tracks" if you leave this room this time we are done"I added he turned around to face me yet he did not show any kind of emotions...and we are back to this...

"I can't believe you..."
"I made a deal with sam" he cut me off making me frown, why would he do that?
"what do you mean by a deal with sam? Hyunjin what did you do?" I asked walking toward him.
"I don't want to hurt you anymore...i know that if I am going to hide this from you and ignore you, it will only mad it worse..."
"make what worse?" I said clenching my hands, he looked down to the ground...
"I am going to give control to sam" he finally said making me freeze.
"you can't do that...do you hear me?" I said gripping his arms on each side.
"I promised" he replied not looking at me even for once.
"you promised" I said chuckling, is he got real right now?
"hyung..."

"shut up"I said taking a step back trying to calm myself."why would you do that? Why would you even consider agreeing to something like that?" I added.
"yesterday he did not let me leave to help you..."
"because of that you freaking idiot" I yelled from frustration.
"I was worried about you...i need to reach you whatever it took" he said making me shake my head.
"worried about me? How big of you prince hwang" I said.
"you don't understand, I tried...i tried fighting him but I couldn't...i am tired hyung, the more I resist him the hunger the chance of me losing control over my powers....again...he promised to not hurt you...and I am always going to be here when you need me" he said taking my hand.

"so you are asking me to accept that Sam will be controlling your body and just hope when I miss you will come back to me...that's what your brain is telling you to do...i am correct" I said tilting my head.
"minho you need to..."
"get out" I cut him off taking my hand back from his hold.
"please..."
"you already gave up on us...i did all I could to make this work" I said pointing at the both of us"but all you did is run...i followed you to you damn kingdom not caring about what will happen to me...i am sure that your council, guards even citizen are confused as hell about me staying here...maybe they are even trying to find a way to kill me..."
"my mom and I took care of that...no one will ever lay a finger on you...no one will hurt you as long as I am alive" he cut me off a small frown come up on his face.

"guess what hyunjin...when you were trying to protect me you were the one who hurt me the most...i can handle them...i can fight them...but you...you broke this..."I replied pointing at my heart" you are tired so I am " I added trying hard no to bust into tears...he doesn't deserve them.
"it is for you own protection..."
"you are stupid or crazy...you are giving control over to sam, how would you know that he won't hurt me?" I cut him off, I swear I am done with this man...i have no idea how he thinks...he doesn't make any sense.
"he won't" he said sounding sure.
"how are you so sure ?" I asked crossing my arms.

"because as much as I hate to admit he is a part of me...and he loves you as I do" he confessed making my eyes go wide...he just said that he loves me like this and he going to leave me right after...i waited for too long for this moment and he just ruined it.
I took a seat on the bed clenching my hair...how I am going to deal with this man?
"if he loves me too as you say he won't hurt me even if you don't give him control..."
"when I said he won't hurt you...i meant kill you"he cut me off crunching down in front of me" sam's love is twisted...he will watch bleed then he will apologize and say he cares about you...he is sick...he won't kill you but he will make you suffer" he added.