A song of ice and fire

Chapter 43

Felix's pov
I slowly opened the door of our room looking around for han, I thought he wasn't there until  the bathroom was opened  revealed my husband. He froze when he locked eyes with me before he completely I ignored me and walked to the closet.
I closed the room, walking toward the middle.i cleared my throat trying to catch his attention but he just continued changing his clothes like I didn't exist.
"han" I said walking toward him, he glanced back to me with his towel in his hand.
"I..."I stopped when he walked right past me toward the bathroom again then the bed before he laid down taking a book on his hands.
"baby" I said sitting on the other side, but again silence...i bite my lips not knowing what should I do?
"are you going to ignore me?" I asked" you are being too much han...this is not even worth to fight or be mad about..."

I stopped mid sentence when he closed the book with force that made me jumped as he glanced at me with a scary glare.
"it was not worth it" he said humming to himself." you should be apologizing but you are here making it worse..."
" I come here to apologize and you are ignoring me" I defended" how could you be angry of something like this gaia and aiden choose each other..."
"this not about them anymore" he cut me off.
"but..."
"you didn't respect my feelings felix, gaia is more important to me then you think I don't know how you feel about Aiden but gaia is my sidekick my friend...she is not just a dragon" he said shaking his head" I know I made a big deal out of it...i should respect what she decided but you should have respected my feelings at least until I calm down" he added making me glance down my lap.

I don't know if I am stupid with the whole relationship and marriage thing but I see no wrong in what I did...it is totally normal to have different opinions after all.
" I am not going to lie to you...i hate that...i still don't understand what was wrong with what I did" I said with a frown.
He took a deep breath putting the book away.
"you hurt my feelings felix, you acted like you didn't care about something I care about...like it is not important..."
"of course I care about gaia, I am happy that she become my dragon's mate...i mean what could be better than that...even our dragons are destined to be with each other...like us..isn't that cool...we should be excited for the new little dragon"I said with wide smile.

He looked away not saying anything" han...look at me" I murmured but he didn't, so I reached out to make him face me, my eyes widened when I saw tears inside his eyes.
"what's wrong?" I asked panicking.
"I...i am sorry" he said crying hard...is this even about the dragons anymore.
I immediately pulled him into a hug rubbing his back " it is okay...i am sorry too...just don't cry...tell me what is wrong?" I asked as he sobbed inside my hold clenching inside my shirt.
"I feel so stupid...i...when I saw the egg...it made me remember...that..." he said between his cries.
"what han?" I asked caressing his hair.
"I need to have a kid felix" he said looking at me with wide teary eyes...this is what was all about...

"baby, it is okay..."
"it is not...it is true that I was shocked when I founded out they mated but seeing the egg made me realize that I need an heir...it like all my emotions mixed together and I tried to let my anger on you for nothing at first but then you told me if I am pregnant and it...it just hurts...i don't want to be with someone else..." he cut me off shaking his head., I feel like an idiot right now...i made it even worse with my words.
"well, I can't get pregnant too if that makes you feel better" I said with a small chuckle.
"felix, I don't want it..."
" baby, we are still young...you didn't even take over the throne yet let a long think about an heir...we still have time" I cut him off.
"you don't understand...it is not about the time...i don't want it never...how could you be okay with something like this?" he asked looking up to me.

"I have never said I am okay with this but we all know when the same gender in royal families especially heirs get married they have to get kids for the bloodline to continue...without you the earth kingdom royal bloodline will end...do you understand the severity of that...we were born with more power to keep balance in this world you can't just change that" I explained.
"I know felix...i know that I don't have another choice but I hate it."he replied burying his head into my chest.
"I know but you don't have to worry about this now..."I said hugging him tight, this is beyond us and refusing it would be an act of selfishness...i feel bad for han and the rest...i am lucky that minho is the heir...but it still hurt thinking about han...
"I am sorry" he murmured.
"it is okay love, you should sleep"I whispered...sometimes scarifiers needs to be made even when we hate them...