A song of ice and fire

Chapter 37

Hyunjin's pov
"why is he here?"I said walking back and forth inside my room, I left to keep him safe but he is everywhere...it is hard trying to stay away from him when he is always following me around...i want him to give up on me....i want him to let me go, because I can't...i am dying every day because of this seeing his face after this long made me wanna hug him...kiss him...
'he is here stop ignoring him' sam said.
"who is fault is the you damn moron?"I yelled kicking the chair next to me hard that it made it crash on the wall, I was breathing hard looking at what I did with wide eyes...is sam taking control?but I feel alright.
" was that you?" I asked sam.
'no that was you hyunjin...you are getting angry...you are losing control over your emoti...'
The voice inside my head stopped out of nowhere.
"Sam"I said but he did not reply...what is happening?

A knock on the door cut my thoughts" hyunjin, it is me...open" chan said making me frown.
I walked toward the door to open it " for I was worried about you" the older said hugging me tight.
"hyung..."
"you didn't even let me see you and left without telling me...are you okay?" he asked checking me.
"I...i don't know hyung..."I said looking down"I...i...i am not....i am not fine, Sam is making me lose my mind...and minho...he..."I added shaking my head.
"he come after you...that boy is crazy...he is not going to let you go"chan said sitting down with me on the bed.
"he does not understand hyung, every time I ran he comes after me...he needs to stop" I replied.

"I want you to really think about it hyunjin"he said squeezing my shoulder" do you want him to stop coming after you? Do you even know what that means? You will lose him...if he let you go you will lose him forever...do you think you are okay with that?" he added making me look down...i don't want to lose him but it is better if he is safe and away from me then dead.
"it is for his own protection...i am cursed...because of me my sister is in a coma...my father is dead....i am surprised that the rest are still safe..."
"you are not cursed jin, what happened with yeji was an accident..."
"what about my father then?" I asked.
"king hwang choose to save you with his own will...he wanted you to live...to love...to build a life not be like this"he answered.

"but..."
"hyunjin, minho is my cousin...you are my brother...i care about you...both of you, seeing you like this hurts me"he cut me off.
"what do suggest...just be with minho and pray that I won't lose control over sam or my powers...i can't take chances like that...as long as I am not stable I am not going near him again"I said standing up.
"hyunjin..."
"you can tell him that...tell him I don't want to see him he has to leave" I said.
"he won't agree..."
"tell him that I don't want him here" I said squeezing my hands "now leave"I added looking away.
"you could tell him that yourself...right in front of him...looking through his eyes"he replied"I want to see if you could do it"he added.
I heard the door open and close before I fell to my knees, why is everyone think that I am wrong? I am trying to keep them safe...

Han's pov
I start walking back and forth inside the room as felix watched me from the couch.
"what is wrong?" he asked confused
"I am waiting" I replied.
"for who...."
I heard a knock on the door making me ran toward it immediately.
"prince han...prince lee" the queen said making me now a little to her.
"your highness come in" I said entering the room with her.
She looked at felix before she faced me" I have heard that you told your husband" she said making me nod.
"I need to say something to someone...i have talked to my father..."
"does the queen know?" felix asked with wide eyes.
"maybe I didn't tell you everything"I said chuckling.
"han" he said shaking his head.
"how much did you tell him? " queen hwang said sitting down.
"he knows about the story...about the princes and what is happening...i didn't tell him how I found out or who knows about it"I said making her nod.

"I see...keep that detail a secret for now... But tell him about the rest i hope that you are okay with it prince lee" she said
"what detail?"he asked looking at me then back to her before he nodded.
"it is fine with me" he replied.
"so..."