Lexi sat in her chair, facing the bed, as both men sat on edge, neither saying a word. She watched them both intently, reading their body language. Rogers was pissed at her, and a little afraid, Barnes was angry, mostly with himself, and he was nervous.
'You're still blaming yourself Barnes. I told you, I'm not flipping my switch until you stop..'.. She drummed her fingers on the arms of the chair.
Steve took a deep breath, looking over at her... 'You can't expect him to do that straight away. The last 24 hours has been a lot to deal with, for all of us. He needs time..'
'Time is a luxury I do not have..'.. She raises an eyebrow at him... 'This is what Connor wants, to push me into feeling alone. Tomorrow, after lunch I plan on facing him. Both of you need to get some sleep..'.. She stood up, heading to the door.
'Wait..'.. She stops, turning to Barnes as he spoke. He looked up at her, and she could see pain in his eyes... 'I want to remember. Please Lex, I need to know I didn't hurt you..'
She nodded at him, and came back to kneel in front of him. Placing her hands on his knees, she looked in in the eyes... 'You will remember that moment, every detail..'
She watched him, seeing him blink a few times as his memories washed over him. He sat back, as silent tears fell.
Bucky remembered it, remembered the pain he felt as the soldier. He remembered that he tried to fight for control, when she had looked up at him, during the attack. He saw the sympathy for him, knowing he had no control. He couldn't understand why she was feeling pain for him, and not for herself.
He took a shaky breath, focusing on her in front of him... 'You didn't hate me for it. I remember you looking at me, through it all, your eyes never left mine..'
'Because right then, the soldier was as helpless as I was. If it wasn't for the pain after it all, I would've fought harder to live, if only to save him and you. Once I turned, that desire to save you only grew stronger..'.. She sat back on her knees, looking between the two men.
Bucky nodded at her. He didn't ever think he deserved to live after everything he had done. He could never understand as to why someone as amazing as her, could ever love him, especially for what he had done to her mother, and to her.
Lexi watched him, then closed her eyes. She focused on pulling at the switch in her, bring her emotions back. She gasped, feeling the rush as they hit her all at once. Opening her eyes, she threw herself at the two of them, wrapping an arm around each of their necks... 'I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry I put you through all that..'
Steve let out a sigh of relief, that she was back to herself, but saddened for all that she had been through. He rubbed her back, as Bucky did the same... 'Its ok sweetheart, its ok. Don't go, stay with us tonight..'.. He turned his head, seeing Bucky looking at him.
'Please Lex, come to bed. We can talk about the rest of it in the morning. You need rest as much as we do..'.. Bucky says.
Lexi let's out a little sob, trying to control her emotions. Fear, pain, anger, guilt, it was all too much for her. Pulling back to sit on her knees again, she wiped her hands over her face, nodding.
'Ok, bed it-..'.. He words were cut off by Barnes kissing her hard. His hands gripped her arms, pulling her back up and onto his lap. She felt Rogers trail kisses down her neck, and she moaned into her alphas mouth.
Pulling back to look at them both, she could see they wanted her, she could feel the tension radiate off the two of them. Grinding against Barnes lap, she leaned over kissing Rogers with the same ferocity as Barnes gave her. The two men ripped away her clothes, sending heat straight to her core.
'Don't hold back on me, either of you..'... She got off his lap, and crawled to the middle of the bed. She turned to lean back on her elbows, watching them both... 'Give me everything..'
Bucky looked to Steve and smirked, nodding at him, and he grinned back. He turned to look at her, seeing her skin start to flush... 'Oh sweetheart, we're not going to touch you. You can just watch us..'
Lexis mouth opened in surprise, seeing the two men kiss and touch one another. A small whine escaped her, as they tore at each others clothes. Neither had ever gone this far with one another, and she was seriously turned on, and frustrated that they wouldn't touch her.
Running a hand over her body, down to her core, her Captain pulled away from her alpha, and gave her a look... 'I don't think so..'... He came around the bed, as Barnes grabbed her ripped tshirt. Stretching it out, he came the other side of the bed, as Captain held her wrists out to him.
They bound her hands, and used another ripped t-shirt to tie them to the headboard. Captain grabbed her chin, seeing her bite her lip... 'You stay there, don't move, don't make a sound. If you do as you're told, you might get rewarded..'
Lexis senses went into overdrive. She could smell them, feel their blood pumping through them, knowing that they were as turned on as she was. She wanted this, for them to be together, without her. Nodding at the two of them, that she understood, they smirked at each other, and moved back to the end of the bed, to continue.
Lexi watched, rubbing her thighs together in a bid to dull the ache between her legs. She bit down hard on her lip, to stop herself from making any noise. She could easily escape the bindings if she wanted to, but she just wanted to give them, exactly what they demanded.
She loved the two of them fiercely, and seeing them finally give in to their own feelings for each other, was so much better that anything else she had experienced.
When her Captain went to his knees willingly, she almost came right then. Her eyes wandered between the two of them, and she squeezed her legs together. Hearing the pair of them moan in pleasure, she had no control over the orgasm that ripped through her, just from watching. She looked to her alpha, seeing him smirk at her, as though he knew.
She grinned at him, licking her lips, before spreading her legs open. They wanted to tease her, so she would tease them right back. A thought came to her, knowing she'd get them back for this. She'd have them bound and begging, with the help of a certain redhead.
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FanfictionBucky Barnes starts to remember his life before he became the Winter Soldier. After the events of Washington, he had wanted to run away and hide. He knew people would come looking for him, especially Hydra and the Avengers. Hidden away in a remote t...