𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮 {𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊𝚡𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Chapter 93

After dinner, Finch and I were on the couch.

My eyes were still a little wide. Finch had tried to help me eat. I knew I had to..

I was still so scared about telling Chuuya..

Finch was laying beside Cheeto.

Scout was on my lap. She was nuzzled against my stomach as I began softly petting her.

Finch looked at me, "Y/n?"

"Y-yeah?"

"You wanna talk about it?"

"W-what's there to talk about?"

"Please don't play dumb,
Y/n. You're my owner, in fact, you're my family. I'm not going to let you be worried."

".....He's gonna kick me out.."

"What?"

"Chuuya.."

"I doubt he will. It's okay.."

"It's not.. it's really not." My eyes were starting to water, "How many times am I going to cry today?"

Scout looked up at me and licked my arm.

I petted her head, "He doesn't want kids.. I know he doesn't. He'll be so angry.."

"Y-y/n..."

"What if it happens again?! The cycle?!" I looked at Finch with watery eyes.

"Cy-cycle?"

I remembered what my mom had told me.

{Flashback}
"I want you to end that cycle.. I want you to be the person who'll stop anyone who would ever do such a cruel thing.. I want you to grow up to be someone who can be happy.. and make other people happy... C-can you do that for me?" My mom's eyes watered.
{Flashback Over}
"Yes! The cycle! First, D/n gets abused, then me! What if it happens to the baby?! What if I, o-or Chuuya does it?! He- he has anger issues! He has a bad past! O-once I was born, everything went to shit for my mom! What if that happens to me?!" I was about to cry, "I don't want Chuuya doing that! He'll- he'll hit me! He's done it before!"

"Y-y/n!"

"Damnit! I'm such a bitch! Why would I even think that about Chuuya?! H-he wouldn't do that... Yeah.. R-right?" I took off my glasses. I stared down at them.

"Y/n.."

My hands were shaking again. I wiped my tears and looked up, "I'm overthinking, aren't I?" I put my glasses on the coffee table.

"I-it's alright.. Just take a deep breath."

I sighed, "I'm sorry.."

"No, you're okay."

I looked back down, "We should just go to bed.."

"Yeah.. it's been a long day."

I stood up and walked upstairs, "I'm getting in pajamas.."

"Okay.. I'll get the blankets ready."

~Time Skip~
I laid down on the couch on my side. Finch laid down right beside me and got comfortable against my shoulder. Scout and Cheeto moved right in front of me and got comfortable against my neck.

I closed my eyes with one hand on my stomach.

~Time Skip~
"Chuuya! Please! I-i'm sorry!"

"Sorry?! You wanna say you're sorry?! This wasn't part of the plan, damnit!" Chuuya yelled at me.

My eyes started watering, "I-I didn't want to ruin the plan! I-i'm sorry! I thought you'd-"

Chuuya slapped me, "THOUGHT I'D WHAT?! THAT I'D BE HAPPY?!"