𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮 {𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊𝚡𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Chapter 127

I slowly opened my eyes.

I was back in Meursault.

Sigma and Dazai were looking up at me.

"L/n?" Sigma looked worried.

"L/n, you passed out. What happened?" Dazai seemed casual.

I clenched my fist in anger. I wanted to kill him. Kill him for everything he did.

I got up, "I DON'T KNOW, DAZAI, YOU TELL ME! YOU SEE THAT THE FUCKING LOVE OF MY LIFE IS DEAD! WHAT DO YOU THINK, DAZAI?! USE THAT GODDAMN HEAD!"

Dazai's eyes widened a little. He was silent for a few moments, "....It had to be done-"

"SURE! AND ATSUSHI CAN GO A MONTH WITHOUT LOSING HIS LEG!" I shouted sarcastically.

"Wha-"

"I'M NOT HELPING YOU ANYMORE! I WASN'T EVEN HELPING IN GENERAL! I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS NEXT, I DON'T HAVE FINCH WITH ME, AND I'M TIRED AND I'M HUNGRY! AND I'D FUCKING KILL AN ADORABLE ANIMAL JUST TO HAVE A BITE OF CHUUYA'S FAVORITE STEAK! NOW GO!"

Sigma's eyes were wide as Dazai's eyes softened.

"You're just going to stay here?" He had a serious expression.

"Anywhere away from you!"

Sigma was looking at me,
"L/n-"

"I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT!" I shouted at him. I then took a deep breath, "S-sorry, Sigma."

He looked at Dazai, "Why would you kill him?"

Dazai shrugged casually, "I hate him, he's annoying, he's short, he has no taste in fashion, his hair is disgusting, he never controls his temper, He-"

He was cut off by a harsh slap from me. He looked at me.

I looked at him with hatred, "Leave! You and Sigma! Just go! Go win that damn game! I'm done!"

Sigma looked worried, "But,
L/n. We can't just leave without you-"

"Go."

Dazai sighed. "No arguing with her. Alright, Sigma. Let's go." He began walking out of the control room.

Sigma looked back at me.

I sighed. "Go, Sigma... Go find that home."

His eyes widened, "Huh?"

I was surprised I said that too. My eyes widened.

How did I know that?

I then sighed again, "Go."

He nodded and left with Dazai.

I looked down and sat down on one of the desk chairs in the control room. I buried my face into my folded arms and I sobbed. After a good 15 seconds, I looked down at my stomach.

..Get up, Y/n..

I laid a hand on my stomach.

....At least keep someone alive.

"What am I doing?" I muttered.

Why am I being a dumbass and not going with Sigma and Dazai? Do I wanna go home or not?

I actually don't..

...But would they?

I was staring down at my stomach.

That's what Chuuya would want.

I wiped my tears, "Get up.."

I got up from the desk chair and walked to the doors to leave.