𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮 {𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊𝚡𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Chapter 130

{Flashback}
I sat on my bed, listening to my mom and D/n fight downstairs.

I was drawing a picture of me, mom, and D/n. We were in front of our house, holding hands and smiling.

"..Maybe this will make Dad happy.." I mumbled to myself, drawing the picture.

{Flashback Over}
Of course, I just got slapped in the fucking face later by him.

Sometimes I wonder why I even try.

Or why I even care.

{Flashback}
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Kunikida suddenly stood up and I flinched. "I DEAL WITH ENOUGH OF WORK ALREADY! NOW I'M SIGNED UP TO BE SENDING APOLOGY NOTES BECAUSE MY CO-WORKER CAN'T KEEP HER PSYCHOTIC URGES TO KILL TO HERSELF!"

{Flashback Over}
His Ideals are shit anyway. The Agency never needed me.

So why the fuck was I planning to better their lives with The Book?

{Flashback}
I broke out crying, "THE BABY IS DEAD, CHUUYA! WHENEVER WE WERE GETTING ATTACKED BY THE HUNTING DOGS, THEY DIED! THE BABY DIED! THEY'RE DEAD! O-OUR BABY IS DEAD!" I screamed, "I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!" My legs went weak and I fell to my knees sobbing.

Chuuya looked speechless. His eyes were the widest I had ever seen them.

"IT'S MY-"

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!" He shouted at me.

I quickly looked up at him.

He grabbed the nightstand beside the bed and threw it across the room.

"YOU'RE LYING!" He was looking at me with anger.

I was shaking. That was the scariest expression I've ever seen on him.

"YOU DAMN BITCH! YOU'RE LYING!"

"WHY WOULD I LIE ABOUT THIS?!" I cried. I felt like my whole world was crumbling.

"THE BABY ISN'T DEAD!"

"THEY ARE!"

Chuuya grabbed the lamp that had fallen off of the nightstand whenever he picked it up and threw the lamp across the room. It shattered.

He kicked the wall beside me and I cried harder.

{Flashback Over}
Honestly..

Chuuya is a sack of shit.

{Flashback}
Chuuya took my shirt off.

My eyes widened more. I quickly grabbed part of the blanket and covered myself with it, "STOP LOOKING AT ME!"

He was staring at me. He slowly moved his hand to the blanket.

"No! Quit!" My eyes were watering. "Stop it!"

"Y/n.. Please.. I know you're uncomfortable.. but please."

{Flashback Over}
A real piece of shit.

{Flashback}
"YES, YOU DO! YOU USE EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TO YOUR OWN ADVANTAGE! YOU ACT LIKE I'M THE REASON THE BABY IS DEAD! I'M JUST TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER! BUT NO! YOU ALWAYS PUSH PEOPLE AWAY BECAUSE YOUR STUPID FATHER DID THE SAME TO YOU!" Chuuya shouted at me.

"YOU-"

"NO! DON'T CUT ME OFF! GROW UP, Y/N! GROW THE FUCK UP! IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU'RE SO SCARED OF EVERYTHING, IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU WERE RAPED, NOT MY FAULT YOU KILLED A GIRL, NOT MY FAULT YOU LOST FINCH, AND I'M NOT THE REASON THE BABY IS DEAD! ALL OF THOSE 5 THINGS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU!"