"I-I..I love you too."
Chuuya kissed me deeply.
I closed my eyes and kissed him back.
He sat up while holding me against him.
"O-ow.." I pulled away.
"D-damnit, I'm going too fast, aren't I?" Chuuya mumbled.
"N-no.. it's just that my right leg has been hurting since you kissed me.."
"O-oh.. sorry."
"No, it's alright.." I leaned close to his face and kissed him.
He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into a deeper kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He let go of my head and continued kissing me. He started unbuttoning his white shirt.
My eyes widened. "Ch-chuuya?"
"Yeah.. I'm going too fast..." Chuuya mumbled and began buttoning his shirt back up.
My eyes widened more.
Could I?
....Should I?
I suddenly felt a hand touch mine. I looked down and saw Chuuya holding my hand. My hand was shaking.
"....I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry, Y/n-"
"I-I don't know if I can get over it.." I mumbled.
"W-what?"
My eyes started watering.
No... Don't cry.. don't cry..
Stop crying!
I tried to stop myself from crying.
"Y-y/n?"
"I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN FORGET IT, DAMNIT!" Tears fell from my eyes.
Chuuya's eyes widened. He held me tight.
I cried in his chest.
I felt his hand rub my back.
"I'm so scared.." I mumbled. "I'm scared!"
I sobbed in his chest.
Chuuya hugged me tighter, "..Who did it?"
"W-who did what?"
"Who made you feel this way? Who made you upset?"
"....." I looked down. "Do you remember that one time we were at the cafe.. and that man showed up and I ran out?"
"Yeah.. I remember that."
"That man was my dad.."
"Y-your dad?"
I nodded. "Before he showed up.. I hadn't seen him in 16 years.. Because he spent those 16 years in prison.." My eyes watered more.
"Y-y/n.. Did he make you upset-"
"He raped me.."
Chuuya's eyes widened. "What?"
I couldn't help it, I sobbed more in his chest. "And I hate myself because of it! I was so stupid for trusting him! I hate him! I hate him! I-I HATE HIM! I want to forget all of it! I want to! Why can't I just forget?!" I cried.
Chuuya clenched his fist, "That bastard.. Should I kill him?"
My eyes widened. I pulled away and looked at him, "What?"
"Do you want me to kill him?"
"I-I..."
"Y/n.. don't let that piece of shit make you think bad about yourself. You're fucking amazing. Got it?"
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𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮 {𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊𝚡𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}
FanfictionY/n wakes up in a world where she is in her favorite anime. She gets in an incident with a certain short man, who happens to be in the Port Mafia. Warnings: Abuse. SA {No, I did not write the entire scene, so don't worry.} SH.
