SURE IM NICE
Sure Im an angel
I'll catch you when you fell
I'll be the nicest person you'll know
But I can be a devil with a haloNot just because I'm kind
I ain't have the right to change my mind
You stab my back
And you expect me to hug you backI gave you flowers and letters
But I found out you hated my glitters
You burned everything I owe you
And you want me to forgive youI let all your bullshits pass
Hoping those wrong doings wont last
But I got tired of being played
All your debts I let those go unpaidAren't you being chased by your conscience?
Turning the tables and makin' me look at the negative lens
You're sayin' I'm worse 'coz I get mad
But darlin' you made me this badSure I'm nice
But you keep on rollin' the dice
I may look like I don't care
But my patience gettin' short don't dareYou're tellin' me what to feel
Are you being serious as hell?
To be okay after you betray me?
Gaslighting is your choice than to be sorryI ain't dumb nor stupid
Have a glimpse in my eyes instead
I may look innocent and weak
You don't know me what the heckBefore I master being calm in distress
Before I became this "girl in white dress"
Before I became this pure white dove
I've been a beast unknown to loveSure I'm nice
'Coz I've been bad not once nor trice
I don't want to get back to that "cranky old lady"
Just wanna smile the ache and be freeI'll hold back this dark energy
I'm so done with your "I'm the victim analogy"
It's my fault that you hurt me?
When the sun goes green I'll say sorryWhere did you get all that audacity
Laughing at my incapacity
All the way listening to your lies
Be nodding and smiling 'coz "yes, sure I'm nice"
BINABASA MO ANG
𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
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