Gwen is a lesbian. Lee is the one who outed her. To everyone.
Both girls butt heads and try to get away from each other but keep finding themselves together again.
I held a blunt in my hand and brought it up to my mouth before inhaling. I scrolled on my phone for a second and exhaled, letting the smoke float above me and fan out on the ceiling. I reached to the small table on Storey's back patio and grabbed an Oreo.
"Pass it over." Storey reached her hand over and I placed the blunt between her fingers.
I kicked my feet up on the railing and hummed along to the song playing on Storey's phone. I liked smoking with her. She had a really chill high which went well with me because I was really talkative so we just ended up having deep conversations.
"Ugh why can't I date anyone." Storey groaned and reached over to get a potato chip.
"I don't know, people are weird and relationships are confusing."
"You should go out with Izzy. I can tell she likes you and you get all flustered up when someone brings her up." She had a point. Literally at that moment I was blushing at the memory of our kiss, it was too dark for Izzy to see though.
I stayed quiet at her comment and picked up one of those AMAZING soft cookies from Walmart.
"Oh my god I fucking love these so much!" I moaned out, practically having an orgasm from the taste"
"Right! They're so goddamn good I don't know how they're made so heavenly."
I'm craving those cookies right now.
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AH OMFG YES. I'm going to go out tomorrow and get some.
"Does your mom still hate me?" I scoffed at her question.
"You mean the hardcore homophobic christian lady that doesn't even want the word lesbian said in her house? No she absolutely fucking loves you and in fact she just texted me at 2 in then morning asking me if you wanted to come to our family dinner tomorrow night."
"Oh my god shut the fuck up. Seriously though, She's got a long fucking stick up her ass." She said and propped her head up with a pillow.
I had to tell my mom I was having a sleepover with a girl from school named Olivia. I had never talked to the specific girl I was pretending to know but my mom didn't have to know that.
"But for real though, You should totally go out with her. If you think you like her, of course." I nodded. Knowing myself I'd probably dismiss everything I was feeling and either ask her out anyways or just ignore her.
"Should I text her now?" Woop. There goes me. I sat up next to Storey and she just looked at me.
"Now?" I nodded and she shrugged.
I opened instagram which was the only thing I had her on and went to her dms.
"What do I say?"
"Uh.. Ask her if she wants to go out somewhere and just hang out."
I typed out a message and looked at Storey nervously.
"Don't send it yet! Read it to me!" I rolled my eyes and looked back down at my phone.
"Hey it's Gwen. I've been thinking about the party a lot and I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out sometime and get coffee or something."
"Okay you can send it now." She picked a new blunt up and lit it in her mouth.
I hovered my thumb over the send button before closing my eyes and tapping it and quickly closing my phone so I wouldn't end up deleting the message. I sighed and threw myself onto the makeshift bed we made.
"How's it going with you and Lee?" I groaned loudly. Memories of our kiss flooded me and I couldn't remove them. Even before she was brought up I couldn't get the thought of her out of my mind and it made me so mad. Why couldn't I feel that way with anyone else. Literally. Anyone.
"She's mad at me. Like I don't get nervous when I'm around people. You know me I'm usually the one making other people nervous but today I felt like I couldn't move when we were in class." I ran a hand through my hair.
"Probably because Gale told her he wasn't going to be hanging out with her anymore because he wanted to respect you."
"Oh my fucking god. She needs to get over herself. Being homophobic and using me as her little experiment isn't going to earn her any more friends." I convinced myself that she was using me. I mean, we kissed and she just ran off. I don't care how scared you are o how much internal homophobia you have, that kiss could've meant something to me and her running from me afterwards could've crushed me.
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I don't know when I fell asleep or what happened the rest of the night but I woke up the next morning to Storey's alarm screaming at us.
I rolled over in her bed to look at the alarm clock but I was too tired to reach up and turn it off. Storey was right next to me snoring loudly obviously not fazed by the loud noise coming from the clock.
I slapped her head and she shot up off the the bed and shot me a look before the alarm started ringing in her ears.
"Ugh. Turn that off!" She said, putting a pillow over her face.
"We have school." She groaned again and sat up.
I drove us to school and we both went through the rest of the day with hooded eyes and eyebags that were noticeable from the moon.
Once I got home I went to my room and saw a dress sat on my bed.
It's Wednesday.
"Oh." I said out loud, walking over to the dress. I ran my hand over the little frills at the end of it and picked up my phone when I felt a vibration in my back pocket.
Massage from Izzy Hey! Sorry I didn't answer earlier but I'd love to go out! Just lmk when ❤️
I read the message and felt a small smile on my face. I had almost completely forgotten that I sent the message asking her out last night.
Without responding I put my phone on my bed and slipped the dress on.
We pulled into the church parking lot and the first thing I noticed was the pastor standing outside of the front doors instead of his usual spot. We walked in through the gates and up the small staircase and he watched me the entire time.
"Gwendolyn! I'm so glad you could make it, I've been meaning to talk to you."
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Ahh!! Sorry this one is a bit shorter than my usual ones but still hope it was good!
