where will destiny take us?

☆ 34 ☆

His lips were hot and so was his face, his hands and his body. Since his confession, I've never been this close enough to him to feel how burning his body temperature is. But like a moth, if he's the flame, I am finding myself mesmerized by his glow and I was taken in.

This is Ivan. The Ivan that isn't the same as how I met him. This is the Ivan who confessed his love to me. This is the Ivan I made when I acknowledged his feelings for me. And this Ivan is giving himself to me.

His hard kisses made me lean back but with the kitchen counter behind me, my moves are restricted. Naramdaman ko ang malumanay na paggapang ng kamay niya papunta sa bewang ko. His hand slid down to my lower waist, sending shocks of electric-like currents up my body.

My whimper got lost in his throat. And against my mouth, I felt him smiling.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ihahawak ang kamay ko kaya nasa dibdib niya lang ito. With my awkwardness, I felt his other hand snaking down my arms and guiding it to hook around his neck.

We both gasped for air and when I opened my eyes for a second, I saw his eyes looking straight into mine. He lifted me and made me sit on the counter. With the extra height, our heart beat together now when he pressed his body onto mine, claiming my lips again.

His right hand is on my waist, pulling me in while his other hand is supporting my neck so I could fully take in how hard he kisses me.

Naramdaman ko ang pagpasok ng dila niya sa bibig ko and under his, I slid mine. We tasted each other's mouth, taking the lingering taste of the beer.

His tongue is in my mouth but who would've thought that I won't be disgusted.

His hand started going under my shirt. I know Ivan would be like this and I shuddered on the thought before of him touching me. But now, I feel the heat coming up my body so I stopped him.

I didn't stop him because I hated his touch. I'm just cautious on the unexplainable feelings his touches made on my body.

"Ivan..." I reached for his hand, holding it.

Natauhan naman siya pero hindi siya tumigil sa paghalik sa akin. A moment later, he slowly ended that delightful experience with a slow and sensual kiss, pressing his body to me hard before he pulled away. 

He stared at me, eyes still burning with desire as we both took deep breaths, exhausted from pleasure. He licked his lips as if tasting it one last time.

"Let me just cool my head," paalam niya bago ako talikuran at bumalik sa patio.

I contained a smile with how he was visibly taken aback with what we did. I buried my face in my hand, biting my numb lips. I can still feel him kissing me hanggang ngayon.

I liked the kiss Ivan gave me. And that's not just a kiss. I don't think that's just a kiss. And I don't hate it at all.