where will destiny take us?

☆ 35 ☆

R-18

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The knowledge I have about sexual stuff are from health classes and smut books that I've read.

But none of what I learned from reading prepared me from what Ivan made me feel.

It was far different from what I imagined. And I like the new dimensions of imagination in my head that it created.

Ivan pushed me to the wall of the living room of the cabin. His arms are pressed on the wall, locking me in place. Nakayuko siya at nakatitig sa aking mata habang ako ay nakatingala sa kanya. Droplets of water cascade down his face and I watched every drop as it fall to the floor.

I've stopped caring about the cleaning we did. That's not my concern right now. I first have to deal with this man with desire in his eyes and the slow and sensual warmth spreading inside me.

"Can I?" Ivan leaned to me close, our nose almost touching. "Can we?"

Axl Ivan Fontanilla.

This guy, I know he's not the type to take a no. But he's asking me right now. And knowing the 'him' now, I know that if I say no, he'll stop.

But why would I say no? That is the question my body asked my brain. It just means to stop thinking because this is not something for the brain. This is for our body.

He tilted his head to the side, leaning even closer but his lips still didn't touch mine. I closed my eyes, feeling his warm breath on me.

"Answer, babe."

His lips grazed on mine when he spoke. Gusto kong habulin ang labi siya. That's what my body told me. And yeah, maybe I should.

"Sure."

Before I could even finish that one-syllable word, Ivan started slowly kissing my lips. He moved and I followed him. He nibbles my lips and I let him. He wanted his tongue in my mouth so I let him in.

His hands circled around each of my wrist, capturing it and putting it above my head. He pressed his wet body to mine and despite the cold, the pleasure burned us both. And with nothing but my bra on my chest, I can feel more of his skin burning every square inch of my torso.

His legs also moved, his left knee situating itself in between my legs. I tried to close my legs but he still didn't take his knee away. And as he continued to mark my lips as his, his knee moved up and down my thighs.

He took his lips away, making me open my eyes to give him a glare. Both in deep breaths, we stared at each other.

"Can we really do this, Val?"

I forced my hands off his hold, placing it on his nape and pulling him in. "We already started, Ivan."