Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.18

—Author's POV

Midoriya fall to the floor with Bakugo straddling him.

Accidentally the ash blond bite the greenette lip while falling making it bleed but they didn't even realise that....

Everything happened so fast barely giving the two time to think.

Their eyes widen as chatter seep in from the hallway and the ash blond eyes widen.

He glance back at the door and look down at Midoriya under him...

"K-Kacchan are you oka-"

Sudden quietness...

"Ha?! Look at that! Bakugo is beating the loser!" One of the ash blond 'friend' yelled keeping the door open showing everyone the ash blond on top of the greenette who stare confusedly... and he got quite annoyed with the comments...

"That damn loser get's what he deserves!"

"Give some more to him! Let him learn his place!"

"At least he makes a decent punching bag!" They all laughed.

All of them and Midoriya got quite upset... when he saw the ash blond smirking above him...

Suddenly Bakugo slammed his fist into the floor beside Midoriya's head making the shorter flinch... he was not expecting something like that...

This was not how it was suppose to be.

"You fucking talk to me again and I blow you up into pieces! Quirkless loser!" Bakugo yelled into Midoriya's face that turned so cold... colder than how he looked last Friday.

A lump grow in the ash blond throat seeing the greenette expression.

Midoriya saw how the blond lips part and tremble, and as the blond got up from top of him, he felt Bakugo's fighters caress his freckled cheek.

But the coldness was too strong to be blown away by a mere touch and so Midoriya just watch as Bakugo left the bathroom with the others leaving him on the floor without glancing back.

"Good job man!"

"I see you knocked some sence into him am surprised his teeth isn't missing! Hahaha!"

Their laughter was the last thing Midoriya heard before the door closed and quietness followed.

He stare at the ceiling.

Eyes lifeless.

His hands curled into fists and he slammed them into the tiles under him...

....He done it over and over again....

Slamming his hands into the floor under him furiously as tears started rolling down his cheeks.

The sound of his skin and bones slamming against the tiles filled the bathroom but he eventually stopped as they went numb.

But not because the anger died down inside him... but because he realised it won't change anything, it was a useless a act.

And he is a fool.

"W-why damn it...?" He grit his teeth trying to understand why is he such a fool?

Why did he have to behave like this?

Why couldn't he just keep himself together and not give into Bakugo?...

Bakugo's face when he was gently smiling and clinging to him flashed into his mind and he grip his hair and shut his eyes.

"Damn it.... damn it... Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!... *Sniff* so... so stupid..." he cried to himself, a sniffing sobbing mess.

As he remembered his thoughts from this morning he felt even more stupid....

He was thinking of a damn future and worried how the blond would leave him eventually... how much of a fool can he be?

How can he be so damn stupid?

Why couldn't he just hold still and not give in?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Wondering why it has to be like that is what Midoriya done for a few minutes.

Just laying on the cold ground and staring at the ceiling.

He swallow the sob that wanted to escape his lips, and he wipe his cheeks dry and slowly sat up.

He stare at the door.

Glaring at it so hard.

He heard students passing by and laughing loudly outside and the thought of choking the life out of them or stabbing them to death filled his mind.

He felt so empty and full at the same time it was insane, and only cold murderous thoughts filled his head.

He wanted to tear his heart out when he thought of how Bakugo pulled him closer by his clothes kissing him deeply...

He hated how his heart fasten up by the memory.... he hated all of it and wanted to choke Bakugo and mess him up so bad he wouldn't know what day it is.

But what he hate the most was how he still wanted the ash blond.

He wanted to own Katsuki Bakugo... and that felt like as if  insanity is taking over him.

...

As lame as it sounds Midoriya hide away in the school library where he knew too well no one goes.

What a surprise that the loser nerd of the school knows which part he can hide away at the library without others bothering him is what he was thinking about and he had to hold back his laughter thinking about it.

He stayed there till the lessons begin once again and when it did... he sneak out of school and he went home.

It was easy to do, cameras weren't something the school had after all this school was all talk but no bite.

Everyone though it was some high quality school with exceptional education but that was only something the teachers manage to held up with lies.

And Midoriya knew that way too well, but he would of probably still sneak out even if it was all true.

He couldn't even care about how his mother was going to react.
Which means some damn school definitely wasn't about to make him think about it much.

If anything he would just tell her off since he doesn't have the energy to go along with her behaviour but knowing her....

She wouldn't bother calling him saying hearing his voice would ruin her break and give her wrinkles, so he knew he didn't have to worry about her yelling for a while until she would get home and they would be locked in the same living space.

So he didn't care and left, just wanting to get home, to have some quiet...

...The peace wouldn't come since his head is filled with thoughts he was sure would get him locked in a mental hospital for the rest of his life...