Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.36

-19th July, Sunday

—Katsuki's POV

Why...

Why...

Why...!?

"Fucking why?!" I yelled... I couldn't help it!

Those damn useless nurses and doctors said I can't see my Izuku! I told them I'm his boyfriend but those useless fucking extras still wouldn't let me see him?!

...but I really want to see him!

I need to see my Izuku!

Fucking useless idiots!
Fucking die!

All of them!

...They said my Izu asked to be left alone and that he doesn't want to see anyone... but why?!

It's a miracle he is alive but he doesn't want to see anyone!!

Not even me...

Why?!

My love why are you doing this to me...?!
Why?!

"I... I miss you so... so m- *Sniff* much..."

I want to see my Izuku... I really want to see how he is doing.... if he needs anything... I just... I just want to be with him...

They won't tell me anything about his condition and I can't even find auntie... why isn't she around?!

She should be with Izuku... mainly I should be with my Izuku!

I need to see him!

I haven't seen him all week, and there was that stupid rumour that he was hit by a car!

Then the fucking teachers told us he had a fucking accident where a truck hit him!

And they had the fucking audacity to turn that into teaching every useless idiot in that fucking crappy school about the fucking safety of driving and crossing the fucking road!

...If I ever find that useless fucking bastard that done that to him, who hurt my precious Izu, am so going to claw his eyes out!

How fucking dare he hurt my Izuku!?

Useless fucking bastard!

I hope he burns alive!
He is going to wish he was dead if we ever meet...

My poor Izuku... I hope he is okay...

I went in immediately on Thursday after they told us what had happen but... but he won't see me...

Even tho they apparently told him am his boyfriend he still did not want to see me...

My sweet Izuku...

How could... why... why is this happening?... just why?!

I miss him... I want to see him...

I know he is angry and has been ignoring me constantly but still... I...

I... I cannot just not see him!

One thing when he ignore me but at least I could see him but now?!

Now I can't see him!
Hear him!
Or even know how he is doing!

I hate this... I fucking hate this... I want to blow up that who building but... I can't, Izu is in there... I can't hurt him...

No way... I can't... but I want to see him... why won't he see me...

And why can't I ever fucking find auntie either!
If I could find her I could definitely see MY Izuku again!

...Damn it...

Fucking damn it...

—Author's POV

Bakugo grips his hair sitting on the floor beside his bed as anger kept filling him up...

All he wanted was to see Midoriya, his love but the teen in the hospital had refuse to see anyone other than his doctors.

Even tho Bakugo kept going in, day after day spending hours there begging and threatening them to let him see his boyfriend it was in no use as he was even escorted out.

Tears stream down his face as he glare at the floor frustrated with not getting to see Midoriya.

It got to him quite a bit.

No one said anything but at least he knew the teen was alive since he told the doctors and nurses he doesn't want to see anyone and that was the only comfort Bakugo could find.

His lover was still alive.

But he needed to see Midoriya.

That was all he could think about nothing else.

It was pretty bad how they parted on Monday, and when he didn't come to school the next day it worried the ash blond but even when he went to their house and knocked for at least two hours, no one answered the door.

Then the next day the rumour spread that the teen had been in an accident and after that day since the rumour spread the teachers had told them that Midoriya got into an accident by the school.

He was hit by a truck driver who wasn't careful enough.

It was tragic but they couldn't say anything reassuring since they knew nothing more than that.

"I-Izuku *Sniff*"

So Bakugo could only grip his hair as he kept sobbing wanting to see Midoriya.

"P-please *Sob* Izuku..."

He wish to see that his lover, his boyfriend is okay and not just hear some strangers say this and that and nothing more.

"Com- *Sniff* come b-back... please *Sob*"

He wanted Midoriya, he wanted to see him every day even if the teen would ignore him, he just wanted Midoriya.

"I *Sob* I miss you...!"

"Am s- *Sob* sorry..."

He just kept crying, repeating the words as the lump in his throat just kept growing causing him to choke on his own words as he kept crying... pulling himself into a small ball...

Just wanting to see his lover...
Nothing and no one else other than him...

Sobbing and wishing to see his green bean again, even of he would be ignored, at least he could see his soulmate, the person he loves deeply.

"I-I *Sob* I miss you..."