Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.39

—Katsuki's POV

I kept staring at Izuku walking with those slutty useless bitches.

He is my Izuku but he is walking with them...

Those bitches who are constantly having conversations of my boyfriend, well I mean... the two of us meant to be so... so whatever!

Izuku is mine and those bitches are just hoping to take him away from me, but I'll never let go of my love... he is mine.

They should just all rot away... I hate them all, Izuku should be with me not with them and their useless extra being.

Did he really forgot all about us, about me?

What the hell am I suppose to do now?

I have to tell him everything.

I have to remind him of who he is and how we have always been in one another's life... I prefer when he was just ignoring me.

At least he knew who I was, but now...

Now he has no idea!
And those useless extras who all want's to get fucked by him are clinging onto him like he is candy...!

But if anything then he is my candy!

Stupid bitches!

"Yo Bakugo, you hate Deku more than ever I see~"

"We should beat the crap out of him now that he can't remember anything."

"You're so smart man! We have the perfect chance!"

"Yeah man, he took all the girls too!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I yelled at them and shoved one of these stupid extras into the wall beside me.... he should be fucking happy I didn't blast his ugly face!

And when I look back up, ahead I... I saw... Izuku stare at me...

He saw me!

He-...

I clicked my tongue as that useless slut grab onto his hand and pulled him forward taking his eyes away from me.

Those beautiful captivating big eyes... he is so...

He is perfect.

Izuku is so perfect... damn it...

If only I hadn't fucked it all up with my stupid behaviour!

Why did I have to act so damn stuck up?!

What the hell do I give about these extras reaction?!

...if only I didn't pretend that I was hurting him, then-then we do be still together we...

He wouldn't have had this stupid accident, we wouldn't have those stupid fights and... he wouldn't ignore me and he would still remember me!

If only I didn't behave like a stupid idiot!...

*Sigh*.... right, right... I... I just have to behave then-then it will be all fine.

It will be all fine.

Everything will be fine.

It's all going to be fine.

Izuku and I'll be together again and he won't be surrounded with those useless extras but then again I could just....

I could just blow them all up into pieces, so many that no one would even recognise they were human beings...!

Yes...

I could just get rid of them all and they would never be in our way ever again!

Yeah, that sounds... so... so good, but...

But... but what if Izuku...

What if he wouldn't be happy with that?
What if that would equal as being bad?... I... no, I...

I can't behave badly, not with Izuku, I can't upset my love any longer than I already have.

I promised.

I'll behave.

I won't upset him any longer.

But I wish he would remember me... I missed him so much, am happy he is more or less fine but...

I want him to be close, I want to hug him and I want him to hug me back I... I just want to be close to him.

To be near him, to hear him talk to me and pay attention to me an not some nobody extras...

I just want my Izuku....

I want him to hold me close.

I want to hear him breathing and feel his body close to me.... but...

...he feels so, so far away...

Please... please... please, am begging you.. Izuku, my love, please remember me... I... I want you to know I exist...

I'll wait how ever long you need but please... please, I want you close.

I miss you, I feel so lost without you... like I can't breath, like this is some nightmare.

I just... I just want to hold your hand, just feel your presence, to know you're there cause...

I feel like am losing you, I can see you, you can see me... yet you can't.

We're in the same place but I... I can't feel you so please... please... my love, I just want us to be together forever.

I miss you and I love you... I can't live without you like this.

...I'll go insane without you...

Please... please God, please give him back to me...!