Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.51

—Author's POV

The tears once again pricked the corner of the ash blond eyes as his heart just drop to the most darkest place of all, down to the abyss that consume all.

Because when Bakugo opened his eyes, just like when he opened the door, there stood Midoriya, in his full glory.

And Bakugo knew he lost it, how can he be with Midoriya this way?!

He is sick!

The blond watch as his hallucination of Midoriya crouches down by the door.

Bringing his left hand up a bit and with his pointer finger, slowly, like a warning, he motion for the blond to go back over to him.

Bakugo didn't hesitate, he just crawl over to the teen and sit on his ankles front of him.

He let himself enjoy it, at least he can be with his hallucination, even if he will never get to have Midoriya, his love, for himself as his.

He is more than happy, Midoriya is here, with him, at his home, at the door... coming to see him!

It's a hallucination, he knew, but it feels like it's real.

So deep down, in his aching happy soul Bakugo kept crying, knowing he won't ever feel Midoriya gently hug him or hold him through the night.

Never again.

Bakugo sat front of the bigger teen who held a gentle and small smile staring at Bakugo who's cheeks are coated with a light pink ish blush while staring at the teen front of him.

But the hole of emptiness and sadness grew inside of him, knowing it's all a hallucination.

The blond's red eyes follow the greenette freckled hand that gently brush against his cheek, it cause the blond eyes to widen...

As he had no choice but to realise that his mind is in a worst state than he thought it was... he can even feel it.

Feel his hand touch his skin.

He would surely get locked up if someone learn about this.

Or once people would realise he is sick in the head they would cross him out for good, as a damned freak.

Yet, he couldn't help but lean in on Midoriya's hand, that slowly moved into his hair, his ash blond spikes, gently... too gently...

Suddenly Midoriya begin gripping the ash blond spikes at the back of his head as he leaned closer while pulling the other in to himself as well.

Tightly pressing his forehead against Bakugo's who stare with panic in his eyes with a mixture of confusion.

"I-Iz-ah! P-please! I-it *Hiss* it hurts...!" Bakugo whispered as tears pricked the corner of his eyes from the pain of his hair being gripped so tightly.

He couldn't move much other than hold onto the teen arm that grip his hair but it did nothing, Midoriya did not budge, not at all.

Instead he just kept staring at Bakugo with this cold, spine freezing gaze... like he could rip the teen front of him apart any second.

He looks scary.

And even tho he is scary... Bakugo still felt more than a bit happy, Midoriya pay attention to him but he also felt scared, scared of himself.

He can hallucinate so deeply about this whole thing, causing himself this much pain.

He knew it wouldn't stop.

Because deep down, he doesn't want Midoriya to leave him, so there's no way he would just disappear right now.

Even if he looks like he is ready to dissect him, he is here, because of him, for him.

And that causes for Bakugo to be over filled with joy, even if he is a hallucination.... he can't help it, he loves Midoriya too deeply to the point of obsession.

Midoriya seem to glare harder and he finally begin to speak...

"Why the fuck were you not at school today, huh?"

Bakugo stare, confused, but it was instantly overpowered with a type of fluffy fulfilment... Midoriya had missed him...

He was crying all day because Midoriya ignore him yesterday, and all he wanted was for Midoriya to pay some sort of attention to him.

And shamefully, truely shamefully...

He enjoy what his sick mind had created for him, he got what he had wanted... maybe he should've been a bit more careful about his wish.

But it is being fulfilled.

"You think you can stare at me like that all day long yesterday and then just not fucking show up the next day?...Just who the fuck do you think you are?"

Midoriya asked as his hand grip the teen spikes even tighter making the ash blond tears escape from his eyes, allowing them to roll down his cheeks while staring at Midoriya, his love.

...Midoriya knew he was staring at him all day, he stood out from the others even now...

It's just pure happiness that radiate from Bakugo who has tears on his face... only if this wasn't his mind giving him what he wanted, but reality .

But he said nothing about it only tilting his head back a bit when Midoriya pulled on it more.

"You wicked bitch..." Midoriya whispered staring at Bakugo, he could see how happy the blond is.

"S-sorry, I *Hiss* I should h-have *Gulp*... t-told you b-before-nng! Beforehand...!" Bakugo said between biting his bottom lip to shut himself up before he would choke on his own words completely.

Because Midoriya's hand only tighten in his hair, pulling his head back making the ash blond completely tilt his head back to the point of almost breaking his own neck.

Bakugo couldn't open his eyes from the pain but even if he could, he couldn't see Midoriya in such position.

But his eyes sure shot wide open when he felt the other's breathing on his neck.

The racket stopped inside of him as he stare at the ceiling and the sky, he couldn't steal a single glance but he could feel the teen's hand in his hair and his breathing on his neck.

"I-Izuk-ugh..." as the blond begin he was suddenly shoved back making him fall onto his back and when he looked up he saw Midoriya standing by the door frame just staring at him with a neutral look on his face.

Midoriya turn the other way setting the nest of panic inside the ash blond who's heart dropped down into his stomach that twist around as Midoriya begin leaving him.

He knew it's all a hallucination but...but he couldn't be left alone just yet, he wanted a bit more, just a bit more time.

Even if it is all his own sickness that he is witnessing come to life.

"W-wait!"

Bakugo yelled extending his arm after his love.

'He stopped?!' He thought with excitement that ran through his whole body seeing the teen he loves so much stop then he could see that emerald orb that belong to his love when he glance back...

Giving a glimpse of hope to the blond who blink.... only once...

And Midoriya was gone.