—Author's POV
There stood Midoriya Izuku.
Front of Bakugo Katsuki.
The later still in shock seeing his one and only joy standing front of his home.
The one he had been wishing to see, craving to be able to be close to, the one who can truly make him happy and calm is standing front of him.
But something just isn't right...
Bakugo suddenly grab his head as he started muttering things to himself like someone who lost their marbles...
"I gone nuts...!"
"I can even see him... but!"
"But that's impossible!... he-he would be in school!"
"He would be with those damn bitches... he... he wouldn't come here just to... just to see me..."
He kept whispering to himself as he backed away from the door, it made no sense, none at all.
He cover his face as tears pricked the corner of his eyes.
He felt frustrated.
He wanted Midoriya, don't misunderstand him, but he knew it's olny a hallucination and nothing more, he knew Midoriya isn't actually here with him.
Bakugo knew that in reality Midoriya is in school, with those girls clinging onto him and begging him to spend more time with them.
He didn't even have his memories, so how could the greenette know where he lives?
The blond grip his hair and grit his teeth as he bumped into the wall making him fall to his knees.
"You're seeing things..."
"You completely fucking lost it..."
"It's-it's not even the real Izuku... damn it...*Sniff*"
Bakugo couldn't bring himself to look up towards the door as he kneel on the ground that he found the safest spot to stare at.
His nails dig into his scalp as he bit his lip not knowing what to do.
He knew he was obsessed with Midoriya, but he had the right to be because Midoriya was and is his, and his alone.
They grow up together and they done many, many things together.
They were always there for one another till... till he, himself turned stupid and made the wrong calls...
Like in the boys restroom, he should have asked Midoriya if he hit himself too hard when they fell, but he didn't.
But he isn't going to make any more wrong calls ever again... not after that.
So there it is, his obsession is reasonable, and it is pure love.
But he didn't want to be sick, how can his love rely or trust him this way?
If he is sick and hallucinate things that means Midoriya would have to completely take care of him and they can't even have a proper relationship...!
The part that Midoriya would take care of him sounds more than nice to the teen but if he loses his mind and won't be sane then Midoriya would eventually look for a partner who can be there for him both physically and mentally.
Even if he would look after him and they would spend time together, Midoriya couldn't rest beside him, he would just ruin his love's life!
Those thoughts messed the ash blond mind up, he wanted to be sane, he wanted to be healthy for Midoriya, for his lover!
He had to be in the best shape he possibly could be!
Slowly Bakugo allowed his hands to drop down to the floor that he give a harsh stare.
His hands turn into fists against the floor and he took a shaky but deep breath filling his lungs with oxygen only to slowly release it.
He shut his eyes tightly as he calmed his rapidly beating heart down as well as his mind.
'When I open my eyes... Izuku... he won't be there, and am never going to hallucinate ever again... I be so healthy! I'll be perfect for Izuku! I swear!'

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