Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch.66

-Few hours later

—Katsuki's POV

Unlock the door, shut it, and lock it back.

Kicking my shoes off leaving them on the floor at the hallway as I made my way further in and up to my room.

I don't want to go to fucking school anymore.

I hate this.

I could not be more pathetic after today.

I miss Izuku.

I just want to hug him and forget about everything.

...If I could choose between becoming the best, the number one, the symbol of peace.

And between being with Izuku for the rest of my life it's pretty easy and obvious what I would choose.... I just love him.

So much, I just want to be with him.

Nothing worth more than him to me...

But I feel like I can't ever show my face front of him.

I wanted to kill that girl... I really did but... why the hell did she stare at me like that?

What the hell is wrong with her?

I felt calm or something... it kind of remind me of being with Izuku...

Which is fucking crazy?!

"Fucking damn it!" I screamed as I shut my door.

I throw my bag onto the floor, I can't give a fuck about it not like there's anything important in it... just a shitty bag...

She was so fucking weird... and she give off that fucking vibe that Izu would.

Like I know it's not him, I know that, and I'm not saying it feels like it's completely him but...

There's something...

Something very, awfully familiar... I'm already a lot fucking calmer too... shit!

It's not Izuku! I don't want to react like this but... shit... shit..! Shit!

I hate this! I really do!

I just want my Izu...

But... I completely embarrassed myself, I fucked up big time...

"AHHHH!" Fuck this!

Fuck everything!

Oh damn it... I let some weird small girl hug me, I let her fucking see me cry and I fucking cling to her!

For dear fucking life what the fuck is wrong with me?!

What the fuck kind of twisted shit will happen next?
Why do shit like this keep happening to me?
Why can't I just be happy with Izu?!

Talking about that, that stupid girl is also the one taking him away from me!

And yet, what the fuck do I do?

I fucking go and cling to her, letting her hug me, pat my back like I'm some little fucking kid crying to his mother...!

I never even done that to the old hag!

Damn this all!
I just hate everything!

Why does this all have to be so damn fucking complicated?!

And why the fuck does she have to be nice all of the sudden?!

...damn it, I bet she fucking felt pity towards me that's why she fucking did it...

Even tho she was the fuckin one who was getting bullied by those stuck up fucking bitches.

She is getting fucking bullied yet it's still fucking her who's consulting me and shit...

I'm a complete fucking loser...

I'm at the bottom of the God damn food chain... away... far, far away from Izu...

I got under my blanket...

I hate this, I really do.
I just want to disappear.

Izu will be pissed at me for wanting to hurt her, then I even become a fucking burden crying on her shoulder.

...and I still can't fucking believe that I give her my fucking jacket...

Just what the fuck is wrong with me?!