I couldn't believe she asked me if I killed Nas. That's been on my mind since she asked the other day. Only because Onika doesn't ask questions unless she already knows the answers. That's a proven fact. I hate when she does that to me though.
Whenever she asked she seemed genuinely confused so that's why I changed my answer. Then I saw she was really surprised by what I said and played it off by laughing to make it a joke. It's supposed to be a secret, I just thought I was caught already. Thank heavens i'm not because I don't know how she would act if she knew I did that.
I just got in from dropping off Lynn and I know Onika is up. She's making noise which means she cooking. My baby quiet as fuck so I if she's causing sound i'm always surprised.
When she's closing a door she does it softly to the point where no one even hears it. Not even the click to know it's closed. It's creepy sometimes. I be telling her to stop that shit but she hates unnecessary noise. She feels like if it can be prevented why not do it that way.
"What you doing?" I yawned going into the kitchen. All I could see was pots and pans, that's it. It confused me.
"I'm making dinner tonight." She spoke softly. I nodded kissing her head and pulling her into a morning hug. I'm really excited that she's about to make a big dinner. It's been little stuff this week like spaghetti and shit.
We finna get a real good meal tonight. Too happy. Then Essence is back so that's probably why she's about to cook big. We've yet to meet this person that girl keeps talking about.
When she came by yesterday she didn't even bring the person. I'm already knowing it's someone she's dating. That's so obvious from the way she speaks about them.
"I don't feel good."
"What's going on?" I pulled away from the hug and looked down at her. She shrugged going back to what she was doing and I watched her closely. It's definitely her legs, I see it in the way she's moving. But of course she would be up trying to move around. "Why you cooking so early?"
"I just wanna get everything situated and let the meat thaw out."
"Oh ok. Hurry so you can lay down and i'll give you a massage." I kissed her head before goin to her room and laying down. She had the tv on, watching some show. Everything Onika watch is weird to me. It be random shit. And she'll really be sitting there watching like it's sooo interesting.
I watched it though.
When she came up she laid next to me and cuddled up on me. I pulled her leg around me, rubbing it gently. She would groan every time I applied pressure to massage. At some point she stuck her face in my neck, whimpering.
I pulled back to look at her, confused on what was happening. She sniffled turning her head back to the tv.
"What's going on?"
"I'm just in pain, this shit is killing me. Then my chest hurts, I don't know."
"You wanna sit in the bathroom with the hot water running?"
"No, I don't even wanna move."
I nodded and just rubbed on her. She doesn't wanna do anything so I can't make her right now. But when I feel like she just dealing with it, i'm gonna make her get up.
If it were up to Onika she wouldn't move when in pain. But that's when I come in to make her do what she's supposed to do.
"I'm gonna be four months tomorrow." I heard her mumble and I smiled some. I'm so excited about this pregnancy, she just don't know. If I get another babygirl i'll be ecstatic. But I also want a son, so i'm rooting for him. "We can find out the gender soon. I wanna have a gender reveal."
