call it what you want

Chapter 53

Jackson

After practice the next day, Ameeriah comes over.
I'm never fucking nervous and right now I feel like I'm losing my mind because I don't know how she's gonna react.

We eat some Chipotle that she brought in my room and then watch Stuck in Love.

Fitting.

Every time I go to say it, I open my mouth and nothing comes out.

Finally, I muster up enough courage to tell myself to get a fucking grip and just tell her.

"Meeriah," I say quietly.
She turns around promptly, looking like she thinking about something, or.. worried about something?

I scrunch my brows a little before I go to speak again and she cuts me off.

"No hang on," she sighs. Her eyes search my face for a second before she exhales. "This is so lame I can't believe I'm even saying this but whatever I'm just gonna say it," she mumbles out so quickly.

"Jackson I love you," she mumbles out and she looks so disgusted that she just said that outloud. "Well I think I love— I'm pretty sure, no I'm definitely sure," she nods her head. "Yeah I love you."

My mouth gapes open as she's speaking.
"Screw you Ameeriah, are you serious right now?"

She falters back a little bit and I keep speaking. "I wanted to fucking say it first," I start.

"I've been ready but I didn't wanna scare you so," I shake my head as I continue and see a small smile forming on her face. "Fuck you Ameeriah, I love you and I though it first and—" she cuts me off from continuing.

"Ugh you're such a dork," she says with a big smile on her face as she leans into me and starts to kiss my cheek, then my other cheek, scattering kisses all across my face.

I grin against her as I pick myself up to lean over her and I lower us so our backs are against the actually bed and not the headboard.

I lower my head to her neck and as soon as I get there, she moans softly.
Holy fuck I'm so turned on right now.

Ameeriah

I'm completely lost in Jackson as I place my hand into his hair as he kisses my neck softly.
He moves to the other side of my neck and as he does, he moves his hand lower onto the insides of my thighs.

"Don't stop," I sigh in pleasure.
As soon as those words come out of my mouth, I feel his smirk and then he takes his mouth off of my neck.

I open my eyes and look at his face, plastered with a grin.
"Jackson really?" I say as my face his still on his. His messy brown hair falling into my face.

He promptly moves off of me and sits back on the headboard.
I turn my head, still a little breathless, and look at him smirking back at me.

"What are you doing?"
"Nothing," he replies and I squint my eyes at his confused.

"It's your turn now," he grins as he looks into my eyes. "I'm all yours baby, do whatever you want with me."

I gulp.
I can feel my face go pink and warm as he's looking at me.

But then I tell myself to get the fuck over it. I can play his game too.

I shake my head a little with a grin and I move to straddle him.
His eyes light up and I feel his breathing quicken.

As he places his hands onto my hips and tries to lean into to kiss me, I lean back and pull my shirt off. He pauses as he gulps and looks up at me.
"Come on Mr. Confident, what happened?" I tease as I watch his lips form into another smirk.

I move my mouth down to his for only a second before I pull myself back and he lifts his head up slightly, trying to find my lips again.
I place them onto his neck as I bring a hand up to his chest.

I slowly start moving my lips down his neck to his chest and just the breathless noises he's making is enough for me to keep going.
I look up and from in between my brows I can see him looking back at me.

I move my eyes back down and he sighs as I get even lower.
"You're gonna be the death of me Ameeriah."

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Thanks for reading!
As I'm writing this, it's Harry Styles last show on the Love on Tour show and I'm in shambles so what's your favorite harry song? Mines def Little Freak & Only Angel & Kiwi

Guys don't kill me ik this is another fade to black scene sorry baes
-m