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~~12: Xdinary Heroes Jungsu - Calling My Name~~

⚠️WARNING: mention of smut in the bonus part, no actual smut tho

Jungsu's POV
"Kim Jungsu!" the teacher yelled during morning registration.
"Present!" I yelled from the back of the classroom.

God, I hate my name. Whenever people say it it makes me cringe. That's because the only reason I'm called that is because my mum was pressured into calling me something else by my dad, but she didn't really like it and had a different name in mind when I was still in her belly. The name she had in mind was Jungsu and because she called me that from pure intimidation, my dad killed her because he didn't like it. He wanted to call me Dansae, and so I now live with my aunt and uncle because both my parents are gone, by that I mean my mum's dead and my dad's mentally gone. So yeah because the story of how I got my name is just so horrid, I don't like it much. I don't even like it when people ask me my name or when others say it. Well that is with the exception of one person. Lee y/n. My crush and best friend of four years.

I don't know what her secret is but whenever she says my name, it feels so different. Yeah she does have a pretty and soothing voice but there's gotta be more as to why she's the only one that can make my name sound not as cringe to me. But what is it?

The truth is, I never told her about my hatred towards my own name because knowing her, she'd stop calling me it and just use a nickname instead but I don't want that, I want to hear her calling my real name. Other people do get surprised when they see that I don't get the ick when she says my name and y/n's sometimes confused as to why I do get the ick when I hear others say my name.

But today, I'm planning on not only telling her the truth, but confessing to her too. At lunch. Today. I rehearsed what I wanted to say all night so I can't let that go to waste. I had about three coffees this morning just to stay awake.

At break I asked her to meet me on the rooftop at lunch and she looked confused but eventually agreed to it.

As lunch got closer, my heartbeat got faster.

I am nervous. There's no more to say than that, I am just nervous.
What if she rejects me? What if she laughs at me? What if this ruins our friendship?

Oh God, no, I have to do it, it's been bugging me for the past four years so I have to get it off my chest now.
Aaand the bell just rang. Off we go I guess.

I reached the rooftop and saw no one there so I waited for y/n to arrive, and she came barely after me.
"Hey, how was physics?" I asked her as she arrived, not even realising that I was smiling from ear to ear.
"You're seriously asking me that question? You already know my answer to that." she said to me as she knows that I'm aware of how much she despises physics.
"Haha! Well, atleast its lunch now." I said.
"Yeah. What about you, how was biology?"
"Meh, could've been better." I said.

"So, what is it that you were gonna tell me?" she asked me.
"Oh God, okay. So I got two things. The first thing is, there's something I've been hiding from you ever since we've met and I will feel guilty if I hide it from you any longer." I saw her face drop as I said that because we're best friends and we tell eachother everything.
"So the truth is, I hate my name" I just said it straight up "but I never told you because the way you say it is to die for, but whenever anyone else says it, it makes me cringe. I don't know how in the world you do it Lee y/n but you have no idea how much I fucking love it."
"Can I ask, why do you hate your name so much?" she asked me and so I told her the story of why I hate my name so much and thankfully, she understood.
"Okay I understand now. Thank you for telling me. At first when you mentioned that you've been hiding something from me ever since we've known eachother I was like shit this is not gonna go well but no, I actually get it now. I'm glad it's nothing too major. By the way, I personally love your name, it suits you a lot." she said and flashed me a cute smile which I couldn't resist returning. "So that's why you cringe everytime someone says your name! I never understood that and you always brushed it off every time I asked you about it!"
"Yeah, sorry about that." I said, scratching the back of my neck. "You're like the first person who's not related to me that knows this. So please don't tell anyone." I said to her.
"Promise, I won't." she said "So what's the other thing?" she asked me.

"Oh my God I'm not ready for this one." I took a deep breath before getting to it. "Alright, so, when I first saw you, I thought you were gorgeous and totally my type. When we first talked, I felt a connection immediately, and I loved your attitude. Later on it turned out that your personality was my type too, and so I developed feelings for you. I love your hair, eyes, lips, height, personality, your cute, kind, loyal, funny, and I could keep going on about you for hours. My point is, I like you y/n."

She froze with her eyes and mouth wide open. A pigeon was ready to fly into her mouth I swear.

"I-... Thank God. I literally feel the exact same about you Jungsu." again, the way she said my name had butterflies dancing in my stomach.
"Oh my God," I clutched my chest and let out a deep breath that I was holding after my long statement "you have no idea how relieved and happy I am right now. I didn't think you'd like me back." I said.
"Are you kidding? You're literally perfect and there's nothing more that I could ask for in a guy.
"Then, will you be my girlfriend?" I asked her the big question.
"Yesss!!" she said and wrapped her arms around my neck, hugging me. I returned it by wrapping my arms around her waist. I was smiling from ear to ear as words couldn't explain how happy I was that I was actually dating my dream girl.

We slowly pulled away from the hug and looked into eachother's eyes. It was almost as if sound of the wind blowing ever so slightly and all the other students' chatter from four floors down all started to fade as my eyes made their way down to her beautiful, luscious lips.
I cupped her cheeks and gently kissed her as if she was about to shatter right then and there in my hands. The sweet kiss was filled with passion and love, and in that moment, there was nothing there but us.
We pulled away and placed our foreheads together, eyes closed.
"Jungsu-yah." she called me name with her bewitching voice.
"God, I can't fucking stand it when you say my name." I quietly said as the butterflies in my stomach were now jumping around.
"I love you." she said. This made me melt, I'm telling you.
"I love you too." I said back and kissed her once again. Except this time it turned into a mini makeout session but unfortunately we realised that we were still in school and on the rooftop where anyone and everyone could be watching so we decided to stop there.

Today is my lucky day. I got together with my crush and best friend of four years who is the only one on planet earth that can make my name not sound cringy.

Best day of my life for sure.

BONUS:
It was a Friday afternoon, school had just finished, and my parents weren't home, so I brought y/n over to mine and we ended up in a heated makeout session in my room. She was straddling my lap and my hands were exploring her back and waist while one of her's was in my hair and the other on the back of my neck.

We've been like this for atleast ten minutes straight and let me tell you, I can not stop. Her lips are like magnets, I just can't seem to let go. They're so soft too, like pillows.

But then she pulls away which to me felt like taking away a child's ice cream.
"y/nnnn" I whined and furrowed my eyebrows. We were both panting as if we'd just ran a marathon or something.
"Jungsu-yah."

"I swear to God if you say my name one more time I'm gonna go crazy." I said as I felt myself getting hard immediately just from her saying something as simple as my name.
"Kim Jungsuuuu" she teased. As a result of that, I picked her up and threw her on the bed, practically ripping my shirt off.
"I warned you didn't I? Now let me show you just how crazy you make me."

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